There's nothing more pathetic than hanging with ppl you dont actually like, cant really relate to and cant have a reasonably flow through convo.
Thats actually par on par (if not a subsect of) with being a hardcore jestermaxxer.
You're basically playing yourself while knowing you are, which makes it even more sadder, and selling yourself even shorter than you could/should.
Everytime i look at the time i've spent hanging out with those frivoulous normie scum, i get a cringy feeling out of myself.
Im 100% sure if i just had a blank memory on the place of all the shit those normies made me pass through for their sadistic amusement, im sure i wouldnt have regretted one single bit.
Thats why holding onto any semblance of the normie mindvirus within you is actually dangerous, if not fatal.
YOU CANT AFFORD to be normieminded in any way as a cel, EVER.
Trying to quote on quote "fitting in", "keeping up with the joneses" and "climbing the social ladder" like a regular sycophantic status obsessed normie freak will get you in DIRE situations, FAST.
Especially cause you cant fake being enthusiastic about normie filled blabbering for too long. People will catch up to your act, sooner or later.
Normies always have an angle to explore while they are chatting about trivial airfillers, its their bread and butter. They do it with a genuine smile on their faces and a natural flair.
U cant relate to it cause your brain either: isnt built like that OR it was broken by decades of trauma and neglect.
The best you can do is retrieve and watch from the sidelines.
Thats actually par on par (if not a subsect of) with being a hardcore jestermaxxer.
You're basically playing yourself while knowing you are, which makes it even more sadder, and selling yourself even shorter than you could/should.
Everytime i look at the time i've spent hanging out with those frivoulous normie scum, i get a cringy feeling out of myself.
Im 100% sure if i just had a blank memory on the place of all the shit those normies made me pass through for their sadistic amusement, im sure i wouldnt have regretted one single bit.
Thats why holding onto any semblance of the normie mindvirus within you is actually dangerous, if not fatal.
YOU CANT AFFORD to be normieminded in any way as a cel, EVER.
Trying to quote on quote "fitting in", "keeping up with the joneses" and "climbing the social ladder" like a regular sycophantic status obsessed normie freak will get you in DIRE situations, FAST.
Especially cause you cant fake being enthusiastic about normie filled blabbering for too long. People will catch up to your act, sooner or later.
Normies always have an angle to explore while they are chatting about trivial airfillers, its their bread and butter. They do it with a genuine smile on their faces and a natural flair.
U cant relate to it cause your brain either: isnt built like that OR it was broken by decades of trauma and neglect.
The best you can do is retrieve and watch from the sidelines.
