Thanks for the support some of the users gave me especially
@NEETAndTidy suggestion of soup kitchens, they were a life saver and was also surprised at the meals they were cooking, so again, thanks.
Also thanks for all the users here that private messaged me who gave me tips and tried to help me out.
Ive got the hang of things and (try) to stick to a schedule but things still are gloomy and depressing, its a bitch how this happened right before my T results were due to come back and now that big thread i was going to make is now delayed (i know a few people here were eager to know about that).
To the people that thought i wasnt taking advice, i was, a lot, but in private messages, i was getting quite a few from users.
finally, im not quite sure why people think this is LARP, this is
TEMPORARY situation, i will move into the rent ive paid for on the 2nd of August, and once or maybe twice a week my old friend might me sleep the night at his, which is nice as i get to have a hot shower (took them for granted beforehand).
Special thanks to:
@NEETAndTidy
@Bagelcel
@FrailPaleStaleMale
@Teencel
@xMadcelx