Venting I've become cold, detached and boring

[guessthatsit]

countless rejection and years of loneliness has made me a stone cold trucel who is serious all the time. don't joke around me or I might crashout (I won't I'm too high inhib and weak to do that)

 

[Caichan]

Sure me too

 

[VanGobbel]

don't joke around me or I might crashout

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

Same happened to me. After enough rejection and isolation, your personality just calcifies. People don’t realize how much personality is shaped by feedback loops. If no one ever rewards your presence, eventually you stop performing altogether.

 

[Hohenstaufen]

I'm incredibly boring.

And it only hurts myself because others don't even know I exist

 

[HeinzKell]

Same. It is what it is.

 

[Sex-Starved Beast]

Same thing happened to me, but it was way back, maybe after elementary school. Apparently I was a funny jester in elementary and early middle school.

 

[Brass]

Same. It is what it is.

 

[Leon98]

Same. It is what it is.

 

[autisticsoy]

Im boring I have little to talk about is the worst feeling to feel.