Blackpill It's over for me.

[Fed_911]

It's still hard to accept that I won't be able to amount to anything in this life.

 

[XimoCel]

 

[wereq]

I wrestle and fight this feeling everyday. I accepted it and LDARed for a few years but that was just too soul crushing. It felt like living death. Now I'm trying again. Most likely I will fail just like I failed before, but I rather die trying than live a purgatorial existence of living death. If you're LDARing, you've practically already died and are waiting to be cremated.