Even if I could get sex it wouldn't solve the fundamental issue. My dream is to be unmoggable, in any condition that mogging can occur you can't be anything other than insecure. This insecurity isn't unfounded. In the state of nature being mogged equals death, therefore it's a valid concern. Society is merely a thin veil to cover the ever present state of nature that still exists. I have the knowledge, self awareness, and ability to be honest with myself about my physical flaws, and yet I have no power to change them. My physicality should match my intelligence and yet it's the opposite. What a horrid, fatalistic existence we live in. I hate being a victim, I wish I had the power to actually be a man and fight or work for what I want. I won't work my ass of for fucking scraps even if I could, I'm not going to work hard to be a betabuxer and marry a chick just for sex. Unless women are on all fours begging me to fuck them it's not worth the effort even if that was an option.
