2002AryanMaxxed1488
5'6 Uggo with Rage, Depression, ADHD & Autism
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When I look at the current state of my life, I see the destroyed remains of something that I thought held the potential and promise of a bright future. This was of course before life reared its ugly head and the reality that my destiny was to be nothing and no one came crashing down on me. Once that happened, it became very clear very quickly what kind of life I was a destined to lead. That life being, a life of perpetual dependance on other people. Don't believe me? Fine then, I'll elaborate.
For starters, I am a Neurodivergent, as I possess both Autism and ADHD. One of those disorders on their own are already life destroying enough, but both of them is pretty much a guaranteed ruined life.
Besides both of these wretched curses, I am 5'6. Humans are subconsciously wired to respect taller people, even if they state otherwise. Same goes for attractive people, which brings me to my next point.
I am an absolute Trucel in terms of looks. Not only is this a vile curse I loathe with every cubic fiber of my being, but it can also be annoying and obstructive. Due to the horrible non symmetry of my jawline and cheekbones, it makes shaving frustratingly difficult.
But of course, we also can't forget the two main people who made my formative years, teen years, and life in general a waking fucking nightmare, my shitstain parents.
They've done so much to screw me over it makes my blood feel like magma.
For starters, they were overprotective controlling tyrants. They thought just because of my mental disorders I needed constant surveillance and because of that I was never allowed to be on my own. This caused a domino effect which led to me having no social skills. No social skills meant little to no interaction with females, and lack of interaction with them meant no relationships/sex.
This isn't the only reason I hate them to the point I wish I could burn them to death with a flamethrower though, as you will learn.
Not only did the dick over my development and growth, but they did so while simultaneously boosting my neurotypical sisters development to the absolute maximum. Which is how I made the term "Neurotypical Vagina Preference."
All THREE of my sisters got to/get to/will get to experience all the right things at all the right ages, while I got to experience none of that at the proper ages.
On top of that, through virtue of inheriting my dad's good genes, 2 of them are taller than me, and my third sister (my youngest one) will likely end up HeightMogging me in the future. Not only do they HeightMogg me, but they are also inherently smarter than me due to being Neurotypicals, which enrages me as well.
With everything I have stated, it's no surprise I gave up on life. I'm too retarded to bullshit my way to success, and too ugly to sleep my way there.
And as the cherry on top, I am forced to watch from the sidelines as other people my age who already mogg me by a gargantuan amount mogg me even more by developing further as people then I ever did and will continue to mogg me more and more as time goes on. In fact, it wouldn't surprise me if the mogging continues for my entire life.
Even when we're old and grey, living out our final years in the retirement home, they'll GrandchildrenMogg me and I'll be sadly playing alone on my PS27 (or whatever PlayStation is out at the time) in my room while my caretaker watches me with pity.
What a life this has been. (Will be)
For starters, I am a Neurodivergent, as I possess both Autism and ADHD. One of those disorders on their own are already life destroying enough, but both of them is pretty much a guaranteed ruined life.
Besides both of these wretched curses, I am 5'6. Humans are subconsciously wired to respect taller people, even if they state otherwise. Same goes for attractive people, which brings me to my next point.
I am an absolute Trucel in terms of looks. Not only is this a vile curse I loathe with every cubic fiber of my being, but it can also be annoying and obstructive. Due to the horrible non symmetry of my jawline and cheekbones, it makes shaving frustratingly difficult.
But of course, we also can't forget the two main people who made my formative years, teen years, and life in general a waking fucking nightmare, my shitstain parents.
They've done so much to screw me over it makes my blood feel like magma.
For starters, they were overprotective controlling tyrants. They thought just because of my mental disorders I needed constant surveillance and because of that I was never allowed to be on my own. This caused a domino effect which led to me having no social skills. No social skills meant little to no interaction with females, and lack of interaction with them meant no relationships/sex.
This isn't the only reason I hate them to the point I wish I could burn them to death with a flamethrower though, as you will learn.
Not only did the dick over my development and growth, but they did so while simultaneously boosting my neurotypical sisters development to the absolute maximum. Which is how I made the term "Neurotypical Vagina Preference."
All THREE of my sisters got to/get to/will get to experience all the right things at all the right ages, while I got to experience none of that at the proper ages.
On top of that, through virtue of inheriting my dad's good genes, 2 of them are taller than me, and my third sister (my youngest one) will likely end up HeightMogging me in the future. Not only do they HeightMogg me, but they are also inherently smarter than me due to being Neurotypicals, which enrages me as well.
With everything I have stated, it's no surprise I gave up on life. I'm too retarded to bullshit my way to success, and too ugly to sleep my way there.
And as the cherry on top, I am forced to watch from the sidelines as other people my age who already mogg me by a gargantuan amount mogg me even more by developing further as people then I ever did and will continue to mogg me more and more as time goes on. In fact, it wouldn't surprise me if the mogging continues for my entire life.
Even when we're old and grey, living out our final years in the retirement home, they'll GrandchildrenMogg me and I'll be sadly playing alone on my PS27 (or whatever PlayStation is out at the time) in my room while my caretaker watches me with pity.
What a life this has been. (Will be)
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