I am 26 right now, i hate my life, shitty job, no romantic experience and the most brutal thing is: THE WORST IS YET TO COME. soon i will turn 30 then 40 and then 50 and then you i can look myself in the mirror and see that now that is truly over, of course i only had the hope that as young guy that has not reached it's ugliest face yet i might still have a chance, it is only a illusion of course that chance never existed, but i will be deprived of the very concept of hope itself when i see my hair slowly go grey.
i think when my parents die of old age and i no longer have to take care of them i will put a gun in my mouth and just get it over with, worst thing is, i dont even know if i will have the balls to pull the trigger.
i think when my parents die of old age and i no longer have to take care of them i will put a gun in my mouth and just get it over with, worst thing is, i dont even know if i will have the balls to pull the trigger.
