subhuman
Dazed and bedpilled
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- Joined
- Apr 9, 2022
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When I realized that I am subhuman and no matter what I do I will always be handicapped by my looks, always at the bottom of social hierarchies, I stopped giving a fuck about other people and totally became a recluse. I try to avoid other people as much as possible. I have no anxiety, but rather I just hate normies and I hate how much it wastes my time having to interact with them. Without a chance of getting a girlfriend, I really don't feel like I'm missing out on anything except a struggle. Being isolated allows me to drift through life with a relatively painless boredom.
The rare times that I'm forced to interact with someone, it always reminds me of how long I've been alone. The first time I talk I am always surprised to hear the sound of my own voice. It's easy to forget what it sounds like. I talk to myself but it's not really the same. Then I realize how much I'm socially stunted. I'm pretty much incapable of carrying on a conversation. A lot of times all I can think of to respond to people is "i see" or "ok cool". And really, I don't give enough of a shit about their pathetic normgroid lives to put any more effort into talking to them.
How many of you are actually hardcore rotters like me? It feels like so many people here are braindead failed normies with active social lives.
The rare times that I'm forced to interact with someone, it always reminds me of how long I've been alone. The first time I talk I am always surprised to hear the sound of my own voice. It's easy to forget what it sounds like. I talk to myself but it's not really the same. Then I realize how much I'm socially stunted. I'm pretty much incapable of carrying on a conversation. A lot of times all I can think of to respond to people is "i see" or "ok cool". And really, I don't give enough of a shit about their pathetic normgroid lives to put any more effort into talking to them.
How many of you are actually hardcore rotters like me? It feels like so many people here are braindead failed normies with active social lives.