The moment I start to sense I am being mocked or made fun of, all the past memories of getting shit on and mistreated come back all at once and my heart rate doubles, adrenaline starts pumping, and I start tunneling visioning, and go into some kind of animalistic fight or flight feeling. This can be over the slightest thing as well, things I know aren't shit, but they still illicit a huge response from my CNS because all the ways Ive been mistreated in my life come to my mind and I can't think away the past memories, they just over-take.
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