I am slowly starting to realize that looks do not matter at all and this whole time I have been a piece of shit. This whole time, the thoughts in my head have been the problem. The problem is ME.
This realization is so painful but thankfully I was able to overcome it with the help of in$urance and my therapist.
I am looking back on events in my life and I've realized it's all my fault. When I was in elementary school, these two girls were going down a list of boys in a "Would you date" style game. I was the last name on the list and they burst out laughing and said I was ugly. I cried in front of the entire lunchroom of hundreds of kids and the teacher came over and made it worse. I can't believe my bad personality caused this to happen. I should have used the law of attraction to radiate goodness through the power of vibes.
When I was bullied at every job I had, it's because of ME. When my coworkers would lock me out of the restaurant when I was taking out the trash and throw food at me, it was all because of my secretly evil thoughts which EVERYONE can read.
When I decided to "man up" like the red pillers and PUAs who are totally sincere and honest told me to and approach this woman at a bar in a non threatening way, I was kicked out of the place. It was all because of my bad personality again.
When I get disgusted looks by foids simply for existing, it's because they can see my underlying bad personality. When children laugh at me as I walk or run past, it's probably because of the vibrations I am putting out. You see, everyone in the universe is an NPC. They CANNOT control themselves. The entire world is actually controlled by the thoughts in my head.
You see, no one has ever judged anyone by their looks which is why racism and segregation NEVER happened. How could it? No one has EVER cared about someone's looks or discriminated against them for it. Racism is caused by people having bad personalities.
I can't believe it took me this long to come to this realization but thankfully I paid professionals thousands of dollars to come to this conclusion. I AM A PIECE OF SHIT.
GENETICS aren't even real. "Ugliness" is simply caused by being a bad person. You see, over time when you think thoughts that aren't good your face BECOMES ugly. If you start thinking about sunshine and rainbows, your face MAGICALLY morphs into a perfect 10/10 face. Your HEIGHT isn't genetic. It's caused by being a miserable piece of shit. Your FRAME is also entirely under your control. Simply eat 40,000^3 calories a day and stop making excuses. You should do that so other people accept you but remember, LOOKS DON'T MATTER.
One last thing: MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS <3. So let's laugh at people uglier than us and mock them when they vent.
Thank you for attending my TED talk!
This realization is so painful but thankfully I was able to overcome it with the help of in$urance and my therapist.
I am looking back on events in my life and I've realized it's all my fault. When I was in elementary school, these two girls were going down a list of boys in a "Would you date" style game. I was the last name on the list and they burst out laughing and said I was ugly. I cried in front of the entire lunchroom of hundreds of kids and the teacher came over and made it worse. I can't believe my bad personality caused this to happen. I should have used the law of attraction to radiate goodness through the power of vibes.
When I was bullied at every job I had, it's because of ME. When my coworkers would lock me out of the restaurant when I was taking out the trash and throw food at me, it was all because of my secretly evil thoughts which EVERYONE can read.
When I decided to "man up" like the red pillers and PUAs who are totally sincere and honest told me to and approach this woman at a bar in a non threatening way, I was kicked out of the place. It was all because of my bad personality again.
When I get disgusted looks by foids simply for existing, it's because they can see my underlying bad personality. When children laugh at me as I walk or run past, it's probably because of the vibrations I am putting out. You see, everyone in the universe is an NPC. They CANNOT control themselves. The entire world is actually controlled by the thoughts in my head.
You see, no one has ever judged anyone by their looks which is why racism and segregation NEVER happened. How could it? No one has EVER cared about someone's looks or discriminated against them for it. Racism is caused by people having bad personalities.
I can't believe it took me this long to come to this realization but thankfully I paid professionals thousands of dollars to come to this conclusion. I AM A PIECE OF SHIT.
GENETICS aren't even real. "Ugliness" is simply caused by being a bad person. You see, over time when you think thoughts that aren't good your face BECOMES ugly. If you start thinking about sunshine and rainbows, your face MAGICALLY morphs into a perfect 10/10 face. Your HEIGHT isn't genetic. It's caused by being a miserable piece of shit. Your FRAME is also entirely under your control. Simply eat 40,000^3 calories a day and stop making excuses. You should do that so other people accept you but remember, LOOKS DON'T MATTER.
One last thing: MENTAL HEALTH MATTERS <3. So let's laugh at people uglier than us and mock them when they vent.
Thank you for attending my TED talk!
