God'sGreatestRegret
Cursed from Birth
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- Sep 18, 2018
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I'm inclined to believe it is. And I have to accept responsibility for over a decades' worth of exposure to pornography, which has perverted my once innocent sexuality into something vile and filthy. I honestly make myself sick when I indulge these degenerate impulses. Hence why I've been on nofap for 53 days now. It might not be possible to exorcise this darkness but I can starve it, and control it with my Christian beliefs. A moment's worth of bliss isn't worth a lifetime of shame and self-loathing. In my lust, I opened a door I don't know how to close and demons have accumulated over the years. I hate pornography and I hope I never watch it again.