NIKOCADO AVOCADO
Non NT, obsessed, 5'6, Otaku, It's Over
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- Joined
- Nov 30, 2024
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It took me a good few years into adulthood to fully grasp the severity of my mental issues and how over it was, i believe most incels that pass their 20s tend to have this phase, however, if i look back..
I realize i was a weird ass since i have a memory, always alone at kindergarten on a gameboy SP, always on a PC, never truly socializing, finding it hard to connect with others, i even remember these weird thoughs i had at like 13 where i knew SOMETHING was not right with me but i didn't knew what it was, its brutal to do a lil review of all your life experiences and understand that it was always over, you just didn't knew about it yet
On way it gives me peace because now i understand it was always a losing game, but it also makes looking at my childhood innocent pics far harder, if that little fella only knew what was coming to him later...
I realize i was a weird ass since i have a memory, always alone at kindergarten on a gameboy SP, always on a PC, never truly socializing, finding it hard to connect with others, i even remember these weird thoughs i had at like 13 where i knew SOMETHING was not right with me but i didn't knew what it was, its brutal to do a lil review of all your life experiences and understand that it was always over, you just didn't knew about it yet
On way it gives me peace because now i understand it was always a losing game, but it also makes looking at my childhood innocent pics far harder, if that little fella only knew what was coming to him later...