Esoteric7
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After clocking out after another nine-hour shift of corporate slavery, I'm already drained before I even step outside.
I see:
No one asks about my day. No warmth. No shared silence. Just me and the void. The loneliness isn’t just emotional, it’s a angry, gnawing ache in my bones. I sell my time, energy, and dignity to a company that would replace me in a week if I had died. For what? To come home to nothing, to fund a life that isn’t even a life.
I don't feel like I'm living, I feel like I'm waiting to die.
I don’t fear death, I fear living like this forever.
I see:
- Couples, holding hands. Laughing. Touching.
- Males who look like me with girlfriends. How?
- Seeing other people experience love, intimacy, basic human connection like it’s nothing… while I starve in a famine of my own existence.
No one asks about my day. No warmth. No shared silence. Just me and the void. The loneliness isn’t just emotional, it’s a angry, gnawing ache in my bones. I sell my time, energy, and dignity to a company that would replace me in a week if I had died. For what? To come home to nothing, to fund a life that isn’t even a life.
I don't feel like I'm living, I feel like I'm waiting to die.
I don’t fear death, I fear living like this forever.





