frustratedhapa
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I'm very blackpilled and know I will never ascend but I am a NEET with too much time on my hands and lately I've been feeling very bad. I'm lethargic, cranky, and exhausted every day and my body always feels stiff. I also have back pain from sitting in my chair all day. I feel like a zombie. I need to get out of the house and do something or I'll go crazy. I always hear people talk about how great they feel after working out. They say the endorphins are like a happy drug. Would this be a good COPE for me? Or will people just laugh at me in the gym? I don't want people, especially women, to laugh at me like they laughed at the manlet in the bagel shop. I have social anxiety in general and I think I will have performance anxiety if I start working out in front of people. I also worry that being mogged by tall Chads at the gym will trigger me.
Thoughts???
Thoughts???