Venting is it all for nothing?

[nico]

I don't see it changing anywhere in the near future, my life.

What I am is a depressed loner that exists only to serve the consumer industries and to live and study for my parents so I can have a decent job and they won't have to face the taunts of having a loser son.

Nothing really attracts me and never did, there hasn't been one moment in my life that I have felt like a normal human being and experience happiness for a while.

Even with my autism , I still can't find anything to cope with.
Even fapping and porn and mobile games seem like a chore and I don't enjoy that shit , never did.

what is this, it's not life that I'm sure of.
what in the actual fuck is where I'm trapped and can never escape.

Whenever im talking to a user here and I feel like I'm a burden for them and that they're just talking to me for the sake of being nice cuz im an incel on this forum.

I never had anything growing up, rarely ever hanged out with some classmates .
No games or sports or any other copes that I could atleast enjoy with myself.

All I ever wished for as a child was to be in a stable household and to be loved.

I just hope I die in sleep very soon cuz life itself is a trap for me.

 

[Todd Thundercock]

This is your life when you're ugly genetic trash.

 

[samsara]

I just hope I die in sleep

I’ve tried to kill my self with sleeping pills overdose
But it Didn’t work

 

[samsara]

 

[nico]

This is your life when you're ugly genetic trash.

I don't even care what the reasons are tbh

 

[SickWeakCoward]

Yes.

 

[AtrociousCitizen]

This is your life when you're ugly genetic trash.

 

[curryboy420]

We need to do a business for the McMoney then we can be happy and find purpose in spending lots of money all day

 

[psyop]

I just hope I die in sleep

Same. Or a car crash

 

[curryboy420]

But I am fucking broke and I get angry now

 

[Grodd]

This is your life when you're ugly genetic trash.

 

[Grodd]

Nothing changes

 

[nico]

But I am fucking broke and I get angry now

likewise

 

[nico]

Nothing changes

I wish I could argue and deny this

 

[Runt171]

View: https://youtu.be/-2p4P5zbS7U?si=N4wLmahfHzQ3mmhI

 

[AdolfRizzler]

i only goon because it takes my away my energy, i only goon when i heave to sleep cause it gives me relief, i only goon because if i don t goon, i will have rage the whole week, hitting my desk
Goon doesn t make my happy, never did!

Even fapping

 

[allah]

This is your life when you're ugly genetic trash.

 

[Beck]

hang in there man

 

[Pancakecel]

This is your life when you're ugly genetic trash.

 

[nico]

hang in there man

how

 

[Beck]

how

if you rope think about it

you let foids and chads win

dont be another statistic like 50% of them troons

if might be hard but you do what you can

and if that is living just to make the world fear about are existence online and laugh our asses off behind a screen i think that is enough lifeful

 

[nico]

if you rope think about it

you let foids and chads win

dont be another statistic like 50% of them troons

if might be hard but you do what you can

and if that is living just to make the world fear about are existence online and laugh our asses off behind a screen i think that is enough lifeful

nobody cares dude