Dualistic
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- Oct 27, 2021
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100% - Homersexual
Basically what the title says.
2 years ago when i was still a NEET i used to troll on discord and make up lies for attention it was a good cope and got me some female attention but at a certain point i got a job and it got boring/no time but to this day i'm still in contact with this one faggot from a server i was in. i've seen pictures/ facetimed. He is feminine, short, has decent curves and is funny (mixed breed though rice+black). He thinks i'm gay since that was one of those lies i told to get attention. We don't live that far apart i could probably drive there within an hour. I've thought about doing it and he clearly wants it too (sex). I know this would ruin me and any ounce of pride i still have left. But deep down somehow out of desperation to feel something i kinda want to go. Have i gone insane for even considering it? Am i that deprived of anything that i could seriously have preverted thought about it?
Should i rope?
2 years ago when i was still a NEET i used to troll on discord and make up lies for attention it was a good cope and got me some female attention but at a certain point i got a job and it got boring/no time but to this day i'm still in contact with this one faggot from a server i was in. i've seen pictures/ facetimed. He is feminine, short, has decent curves and is funny (mixed breed though rice+black). He thinks i'm gay since that was one of those lies i told to get attention. We don't live that far apart i could probably drive there within an hour. I've thought about doing it and he clearly wants it too (sex). I know this would ruin me and any ounce of pride i still have left. But deep down somehow out of desperation to feel something i kinda want to go. Have i gone insane for even considering it? Am i that deprived of anything that i could seriously have preverted thought about it?
Should i rope?