Total Imbecile
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When I go out this is what I typically wear:
And then also since my hair reaches up to the tip of my nose I kind of let it drop over my eyes instead of pushing it inside the hat to hide my eye area
In any pre Covid year youd think I was out to rob someone but imo I just feel a lot better like this so thank god for Covid
Ive been trying to bodymax and gain weight but its just not happenign fast enough, I need that powder everyone is using + a mixer to make shakes
BUT Im afraid somebody is going to see me buying these items and LOL @ me internally for being a skinny loser buying that stuff
My current plan is:
-sleep today, get up at like 5 am to get ready and fill up on gas
-drive to a walmart thats like 30+ minutes away to buy one item
-go home and wait a day since itll be too late to reach another walmart in time before theres more people
-drive to another walmart also 30+ minutes away tomorrow to buy the second item
Now this is fucking ridiculous when you just think about it, 2+ hours worth of fuel and 2 days to buy two items while wearing a hoodie + hat + mask in 80+ degrees
But I cant do it any other way, if somebody sees me buying these items together they might laugh at me, and I cant buy stuff locally where I grocery shop for the same reason because Id never be able to go there again due to shame
Also I have no idea how Ill ever step into a gym, current plan is to sell some of my stocks (I bought the bottom) and use that to get some entry level workout equipment to get started, but Amazon is lying that theyre out of stock on everything except the essentials due to Covid so for the time being Im fucked
Its so fucking crippling tbh, wish I was good looking enoguh to just go out and do stuff and not wear hoodies all the tim, Im in fight or flight mode and feel like dying whenever Im outside and its just physically and mentally exhausting and draining
And then also since my hair reaches up to the tip of my nose I kind of let it drop over my eyes instead of pushing it inside the hat to hide my eye area
In any pre Covid year youd think I was out to rob someone but imo I just feel a lot better like this so thank god for Covid
Ive been trying to bodymax and gain weight but its just not happenign fast enough, I need that powder everyone is using + a mixer to make shakes
BUT Im afraid somebody is going to see me buying these items and LOL @ me internally for being a skinny loser buying that stuff
My current plan is:
-sleep today, get up at like 5 am to get ready and fill up on gas
-drive to a walmart thats like 30+ minutes away to buy one item
-go home and wait a day since itll be too late to reach another walmart in time before theres more people
-drive to another walmart also 30+ minutes away tomorrow to buy the second item
Now this is fucking ridiculous when you just think about it, 2+ hours worth of fuel and 2 days to buy two items while wearing a hoodie + hat + mask in 80+ degrees
But I cant do it any other way, if somebody sees me buying these items together they might laugh at me, and I cant buy stuff locally where I grocery shop for the same reason because Id never be able to go there again due to shame
Also I have no idea how Ill ever step into a gym, current plan is to sell some of my stocks (I bought the bottom) and use that to get some entry level workout equipment to get started, but Amazon is lying that theyre out of stock on everything except the essentials due to Covid so for the time being Im fucked
Its so fucking crippling tbh, wish I was good looking enoguh to just go out and do stuff and not wear hoodies all the tim, Im in fight or flight mode and feel like dying whenever Im outside and its just physically and mentally exhausting and draining
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