It's a realization I keep having and need to keep.
Adopt the idea of just not caring about what toilets think of you because it's already over.
If I know it's over, why do I continue to make attempts towards LARPing as the role model for soyciety? This goes especially for non-nt inkwells interested in non-traditional topics.
An example I can provide is my music. I listen to a plethora of different kinds of music, but most of it is just noise to the ears of normie soyciety. (Including my Regina music box songs at 0.25x speed all the way to just random fucking noise that seem to produce an acceptable rhythm or melody). I notice myself turning my music down in my headphones whenever I am near normies, but why? They already hate me and my looks so why should I attempt to reverse what's set in stone?
Just do what the fuck you need to do... I tell myself this constantly and still keep falling trap to what I just gave as an example.
I've speculated and concluded that the reasons for why I still fall a victim to this mentality is due to the fear of embarrassment. The cure to this unnecessary fear is remembering that it's already over, and what else can they do? If they attack you, they're going to get court martialed, if they insult you, it's already a normal occurrence (Just look at r/inceltear).
I further caught myself LARPing at the Chinese Land Forces with their ceremonial march on my way to class; I caught myself and just continued to do it because I just don't care anymore...
it's over
Adopt the idea of just not caring about what toilets think of you because it's already over.
If I know it's over, why do I continue to make attempts towards LARPing as the role model for soyciety? This goes especially for non-nt inkwells interested in non-traditional topics.
An example I can provide is my music. I listen to a plethora of different kinds of music, but most of it is just noise to the ears of normie soyciety. (Including my Regina music box songs at 0.25x speed all the way to just random fucking noise that seem to produce an acceptable rhythm or melody). I notice myself turning my music down in my headphones whenever I am near normies, but why? They already hate me and my looks so why should I attempt to reverse what's set in stone?
Just do what the fuck you need to do... I tell myself this constantly and still keep falling trap to what I just gave as an example.
I've speculated and concluded that the reasons for why I still fall a victim to this mentality is due to the fear of embarrassment. The cure to this unnecessary fear is remembering that it's already over, and what else can they do? If they attack you, they're going to get court martialed, if they insult you, it's already a normal occurrence (Just look at r/inceltear).
I further caught myself LARPing at the Chinese Land Forces with their ceremonial march on my way to class; I caught myself and just continued to do it because I just don't care anymore...
it's over
