SuicideFuel Incestuous limerence

[Alacros_vrail]

Due to brain damage and a dozen other mental problems I’ve had (related to autism), I easily develop limerence towards any female I get to know even just for a day. I just recently developed it for my cousin whom I spent a few days with.

I have Asperger’s, prefrontal cortex damage, highly sensitive person, hyperexcitability, obsessiveness, etc. My life is Hellish like this; it seems logical that I will rope eventually.

 

[Soystein]

I easily develop limerance towards any female I get to know even just for a day. I just recently developed it for my cousin who I spent a few days with.

Try waifumaxxing instead.

 

[mirtazapeenoid]

I'm going to assume you have a series of strong sexual thoughts that arise due to these obsessions. Your sensitivity probably intensifies these feelings. It must be quite difficult living with such urges.

Suicide is not a route that really ever needs to be taken, and I won't make an argument for that here.

You need to talk to people besides the ones online about this. Like I would want you to get professional help from this. Try to get a referral from a doctor. This requires you to be vulnerable to a medical professional, which is difficult, but trust me, it's a lot easier than being vulnerable to someone who isn't a medical professional.

I don't know how you deal with these thoughts, but negation of them seems like the only way to deal with them.
I'm not religious but I've always loved this quote from a religious philosopher, “Sin does not exist in order to be explained, but in order to be negated” (Kierkegaard).
Like I can't possible comprehend the intensity of these thoughts you have, but really try and eliminate all the possible methods of recourse before you think you have to self-delete.

I hope you find a remedy and I hope it doesn't take you that long. But please, for your own sake, really just do try to make an effort.