Serious Inceldom life is really a young man's game. LDAR works well in your late teens through late twenties. In the 30s, it becomes increasingly unbearable.

[wereq]

I'm in my 30s and my suicidal thoughts are constant. Every place I look, I only see something that is disheartening. With so much failure, shame, heartbreak and despair at every step, not a day goes by when I don't think about killing myself. Sometimes the depression gets so bad that I feel suffocated and drowned by this overwhelming sadness and crushing sense of failure. This will only get worse as time goes on. The only reason I can't off myself is because my dad monitors me all the time. My lack of freedom to do whatever I want is the price of being a NEET failure.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

how can he monitor you when you are 30 years old ?

 

[Mortis]

and my suicidal thoughts are constant

19 and I am begging for death. Can't even cope with LDARing

 

[wereq]

how can he monitor you when you are 30 years old ?

I'm always in my room so not hard to monitor me.

 

[wereq]

19 and I am begging for death. Can't even cope with LDARing

Damn man.

 

[Nate Higgers]

Not trying to encourage you to commit sewer slide but your father can't possibly be watching you 24/7 surely a part of you is still trying to cling on to life else you would have already done the deed

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I'm always in my room so not hard to monitor me.

Whats stopping you from purchasing, lets say Sodium Nitrite ?

 

[ZtarvationArmy]

Get a job and it might take your mind off the sadness

 

[wereq]

Whats stopping you from purchasing, lets say Sodium Nitrite ?

Already had it but then dad found out and took it from me. Also, this one time, the police came to our house because I'd bought SN.

 

[wereq]

surely a part of you is still trying to cling on to life else you would have already done the deed

probably

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

Already had it but then dad found out and took it from me. Also, this one time, the police came to our house because I'd bought SN.

Why did the police visit you for buying something thats completely legal ?

 

[wereq]

Why did the police visit you for buying something thats completely legal ?

They know SN is used for suicide. A lot of people here have used it recently to kill themselves, that's why the police are organizing search warrants and interventions.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Don't despair brocel and while I feel your pain and totally empathize with your plight, I can say that there are other ways for you to more constructively find meaning and validation in this life beyond merely measuring yourself against the degenerate moral standards which our culture has imposed upon us all. And I am 43 years old so I speak from great personal experience in matters of prolonged isolation and dejected loneliness.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

They know SN is used for suicide. A lot of people here have used it recently to kill themselves, that's why the police are organizing search warrants and interventions.

Damn, truly ovER

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

Don't despair brocel and while I feel your pain and totally empathize with your plight, I can say that there are other ways for you to more constructively find meaning and validation in this life beyond merely measuring yourself against the degenerate moral standards which our culture has imposed upon us all. And I am 43 years old so I speak from great personal experience in matters of prolonged isolation and dejected loneliness.

There is no meaning other than finding a partner and procreate with him/her

 

[NonNTFailure]

I'm turning 22 next month and LDARing already feels too unbearable, trying to find new copes to sustain myself

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

Not sure what to say.... early 30s was the hardest time for me for sure, and I had my own place and my career to give me some sense of being a person with some value.

Is there a way you can get out of your dad's house?

 

[wereq]

Is there a way you can get out of your dad's house?

no

 

[InternetSupremeBoss]

True i think that I'm coping well cause im still young, tbh if at 40 yo i Will be still incel I would die at that point no sense in continuing for other 30/40 years

 

[Defetivecuckachu]

no

For me the biggest difference between early 30s and now, was that in early 30s I was still gripped by the fear of missing out that I'd been living in since I was a teenager first wondering why the girls didn't seem to be interested in me.

In early 30s you know that there's still (just!) time to meet a partner, have kids and a whole life, you're not yet too old for all of that.

By late 30s / earl 40s, you know it's biologically too late for all that, even if a miracle happened tomorrow you'd be an old man when your kids are growing up.

That recognition is the true "it's over" that allows you to move into a whitepilled state that approaches peace and acceptance and copes. Not the meme "It'S ovER REEEEEE!" but actual acceptance of what is.

 

[kay']

The neet life aint a life no matter what age u are. U need to work even if a wage slave shit job. Moving around is necessary.

Being in prison aka your room all day eont magically change things if ur feeling better after surgery look for an easy to do job.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

There is no meaning other than finding a partner and procreate with him/her

You're precisely wrong in that assertion sir. Consider someone like our beloved Fuhrer, Adolf Hitler whom himself was very likely an incel for much of his adult life. Notwithstanding his rejection by women, he was able to become a master of his own destiny by recruiting like minded brothers arms to a noble cause of fighting and annihilating the despicable jews. I myself have achieved great things in my own personal life entirely independent and dissociated from anything even remotely connected with femoids. I've earned a law degree, work in a teaching job which confers great prestige and gravitas on me socially and have achieved an extraordinary level of personal physical fitness whereby I am able to dominate and destroy about 99% of the male population by virtue of my superior size and strength. All of these achievements have been made without any support or love from some cunt and I feel all the more empowered and superior to sex havers as a consequence of this fact.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

You're precisely wrong in that assertion sir. Consider someone like our beloved Fuhrer, Adolf Hitler whom himself was very likely an incel for much of his adult life. Notwithstanding his rejection by women, he was able to become a master of his own destiny by recruiting like minded brothers arms to a noble cause of fighting and annihilating the despicable jews. I myself have achieved great things in my own personal life entirely independent and dissociated from anything even remotely connected with femoids. I've earned a law degree, work in a teaching job which confers great prestige and gravitas on me socially and have achieved an extraordinary level of personal physical fitness whereby I am able to dominate and destroy about 99% of the male population by virtue of my superior size and strength. All of these achievements have been made without any support or love from some cunt and I feel all the more empowered and superior to sex havers as a consequence of this fact.

Just become the leader of a country theory

Good to hear that your jobs make you happy. Unfortunately i have absolutely no talents and all that status and money wouldnt make me happy if i didn't have a person on my side i could share my success with

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Just become the leader of a country theory

Good to hear that your jobs make you happy. Unfortunately i have absolutely no talents and all that status and money wouldnt make me happy if i didn't have a person on my side i could share my success with

I'm sure you have some fungible and marketable skills that are either innate to you or can be cultivated to a level which enables you to capitalize upon them for either financial gain or the accrual of status and influence. I had always regarded myself as a perpetual fuck up and failure and it wasn't until my junior year as an undergraduate that I finally made the decision to apply myself towards constructive endeavors by earning high grades and aspiring to advance my condition in life through intellectual and professional achievement. Likewise, I also resolved to effectuate a complete physical transformation and went from being an emaciated, weak, lanky faggot who looked like he had just jumped the fence at Auschwitz to being literally bigger and physically stronger then almost anyone at my large university besides some of the linemen on our football team.

As for you general sense of disconsolation and disaffection with soyciety and life, this is precisely why we incels need to create an organization of incels, for incels and by incels which will do for us what the Nazi party in Germany did for all the honorable German patriots who had been disempowered by the jewish corruption of their country. I've been saying for a long time that we need either an incel support group irl or even an incel militia movement which will provide us with a sense of solidarity, camaraderie and collective security and give us a genuine purpose in life, just as putting on a Storm Trooper uniform gave men in Germany a purpose.

 

[8CbZA-kHFu6pFgE*]

I'm sure you have some fungible and marketable skills that are either innate to you or can be cultivated to a level which enables you to capitalize upon them for either financial gain or the accrual of status and influence. I had always regarded myself as a perpetual fuck up and failure and it wasn't until my junior year as an undergraduate that I finally made the decision to apply myself towards constructive endeavors by earning high grades and aspiring to advance my condition in life through intellectual and professional achievement. Likewise, I also resolved to effectuate a complete physical transformation and went from being an emaciated, weak, lanky faggot who looked like he had just jumped the fence at Auschwitz to being literally bigger and physically stronger then almost anyone at my large university besides some of the linemen on our football team.

As for you general sense of disconsolation and disaffection with soyciety and life, this is precisely why we incels need to create an organization of incels, for incels and by incels which will do for us what the Nazi party in Germany did for all the honorable German patriots who had been disempowered by the jewish corruption of their country. I've been saying for a long time that we need either an incel support group irl or even an incel militia movement which will provide us with a sense of solidarity, camaraderie and collective security and give us a genuine purpose in life, just as putting on a Storm Trooper uniform gave men in Germany a purpose.

Believe me when i say that i have absolutely no talents. There a fes things where i'm not bad at but there is nothing where i could proudly say that i'm very successful at it. Even if would try to learn new skills i have extreme trouble with it due to my ADD. Also no muscle mass for my manlet body.

As of the second part of your reply, this is mostly an incels wet dream and will very likely not be reality. Nobody would vote for an incelparty except other blackpilled incels themselves and most people on here don't have the balls, motivation and money to create a private army/milizia.

 

[happiless]

For me the biggest difference between early 30s and now, was that in early 30s I was still gripped by the fear of missing out that I'd been living in since I was a teenager first wondering why the girls didn't seem to be interested in me.

In early 30s you know that there's still (just!) time to meet a partner, have kids and a whole life, you're not yet too old for all of that.

By late 30s / earl 40s, you know it's biologically too late for all that, even if a miracle happened tomorrow you'd be an old man when your kids are growing up.

That recognition is the true "it's over" that allows you to move into a whitepilled state that approaches peace and acceptance and copes. Not the meme "It'S ovER REEEEEE!" but actual acceptance of what is.

Trying to speedrun this. I'm in my early 30s so I've already missed out on everything, but still couldn't reach acceptance since I couldn't accept the fact that I'm a loser. I obviously knew it, but couldn't accept it due to how much it deviates from my desired state of being the opposite, so I hung on to copes like "maybe if I moneymaxx I can gain self esteem and be better". As a result most things bothered me since they threatened my raped ego.

So instead I've let go of my desired state of life. I'm a loser, I'm inferior to those who bullied me, I missed out on teen and 20s sex, I'm mentally disabled due to autism, it's over. These facts only make me feel bad if I compare it to what I desire, so by not considering it I can let go and live my destined life as a loser. But since it can always get worse I'll still make an effort as a wageslave, and I won't reveal the truth to normies.

I've kept this up for a week so time will tell if its legit or just yet another cope

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

There is no meaning other than finding a partner and procreate with him/her

Spiritual way

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

I'm sure you have some fungible and marketable skills that are either innate to you or can be cultivated to a level which enables you to capitalize upon them for either financial gain or the accrual of status and influence. I had always regarded myself as a perpetual fuck up and failure and it wasn't until my junior year as an undergraduate that I finally made the decision to apply myself towards constructive endeavors by earning high grades and aspiring to advance my condition in life through intellectual and professional achievement. Likewise, I also resolved to effectuate a complete physical transformation and went from being an emaciated, weak, lanky faggot who looked like he had just jumped the fence at Auschwitz to being literally bigger and physically stronger then almost anyone at my large university besides some of the linemen on our football team.

As for you general sense of disconsolation and disaffection with soyciety and life, this is precisely why we incels need to create an organization of incels, for incels and by incels which will do for us what the Nazi party in Germany did for all the honorable German patriots who had been disempowered by the jewish corruption of their country. I've been saying for a long time that we need either an incel support group irl or even an incel militia movement which will provide us with a sense of solidarity, camaraderie and collective security and give us a genuine purpose in life, just as putting on a Storm Trooper uniform gave men in Germany a purpose.

No tiktok guru tier stuff plz

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

The neet life aint a life no matter what age u are. U need to work even if a wage slave shit job. Moving around is necessary.

Being in prison aka your room all day eont magically change things if ur feeling better after surgery look for an easy to do job.

I hate working

 

[wereq]

I hate working

me too

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Believe me when i say that i have absolutely no talents. There a fes things where i'm not bad at but there is nothing where i could proudly say that i'm very successful at it. Even if would try to learn new skills i have extreme trouble with it due to my ADD. Also no muscle mass for my manlet body.

As of the second part of your reply, this is mostly an incels wet dream and will very likely not be reality. Nobody would vote for an incelparty except other blackpilled incels themselves and most people on here don't have the balls, motivation and money to create a private army/milizia.

I understand man, believe me I do, as I once felt as you do now. There was a time in my life when I was essentially friendless (I've always had at least one, true loyal best friend), entirely ignorant, without any marketable skill set and literally the weakest guy in the room wherever I would go. I realize that you may feel as though your own situation is far more dire then was mine but there are always things you can be doing to improve your condition and your general quality of life. As I said, I was an emaciated weakling and looked as though I had Crohns disease or something. I went from 150 lbs to 320 lbs and was maxing out at about 400 lbs on the bench press at the height of my physical prowess. I'm now back down to around 215 lbs but am pretty cut with low body fat. The point is that even if you don't have a frame that is naturally suited for putting on muscle mass you can still calibrate your workout routine in a way which is optimized for complimenting your physique and enhancing your aesthetic appeal as well as increasing your functional strength.

As to the second point, I don't realistically believe that we would ever have sufficient numbers to be able to effectuate any sort of political change through the conventional, democratic process but, there are other means of bringing about change. Consider the profound impact that Al Qaeda has had over the course of its existence, notwithstanding the fact that it has only numbered in the hundreds. Jihadist organizations are extremely effective at consummating their goals precisely because they consist of men who are fanatically devoted to their belief system and many feel as though they have nothing to lose. If we could ever mobilize even 10% of the genuine incel population out there, we would be able to create a fearsome, powerful and extremely influential militant organization that could provide all of our brothers with inspiration, hope and a sense of solidarity. We could wear Nazi inspired uniforms, train in hand to hand combat and learn to proficiently use firearms in tactical scenarios. This isn't a wet dream, it can happen and in my estimation, it needs to happen. Go see my thread in the "Bunker" about creating an incel militia for more insights on all of this.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

No tiktok guru tier stuff plz

Hey man I'm just trying to give my comrades here hope on the basis of my own sordid and immiserating experiences in life.

 

[Cybersex is our hope]

Hey man I'm just trying to give my comrades here hope on the basis of my own sordid and immiserating experiences in life.

Yes i am sorry i just felt like this was going the way many redpillers showed in 2017/2018. Sometimes you study, train etc but it simply not enough. We are fighting a mountain

 

[PLA1092]

Do you still live in Curryland? Go around and spread Hindpooism with blackpill characteristics to the people. You will become the new incel Gandhi.

 

[Darth_Homosexualis]

Yes i am sorry i just felt like this was going the way many redpillers showed in 2017/2018. Sometimes you study, train etc but it simply not enough. We are fighting a mountain

I totally agree brocel and believe me, I've been blackpilled for quite some time but it doesn't mean that there aren't ways for us to fight back at the system that has subjugated, humiliated and repressed us for our entire reproductive lives, especially if we ever have the wherewithal and organizational capabilities to create some sort of actual incel movement irl with perhaps even a militant component that could conduct special missions on behalf of the cause and in furtherance of an undeclared war against foidkind and soyciety. I've been talking about this sort of thing on these forums for as long as I've been here (5 years) but nobody ever takes this seriously or they otherwise just lack the motivation.

 

[NoCopeNoHope]

For me the biggest difference between early 30s and now, was that in early 30s I was still gripped by the fear of missing out that I'd been living in since I was a teenager first wondering why the girls didn't seem to be interested in me.

In early 30s you know that there's still (just!) time to meet a partner, have kids and a whole life, you're not yet too old for all of that.

By late 30s / earl 40s, you know it's biologically too late for all that, even if a miracle happened tomorrow you'd be an old man when your kids are growing up.

That recognition is the true "it's over" that allows you to move into a whitepilled state that approaches peace and acceptance and copes. Not the meme "It'S ovER REEEEEE!" but actual acceptance of what is.

The reality of it though is that is that it was over by your mid-20s. I never understood how brocels actually believed they could somehow get past all of the failures in their lives for the past 16+ years and suddenly pull a happy family out of the hat at 32. The best you could hope for is a single mother that is looking for a meal ticket, worse is some scheming cunt wanting to steal your life's savings.

If you want kids, plan for them and buy them via surrogate. Never enter into a relationship with a woman.