I remember in my first week of middle school I was already picked on by some idiot that was like 15 and was still with the 13 year olds because he had failed two times kek. Innocently I thought I could solve the situation like in primary school: Fighting and then making peace. So when this bastard shows up and starts harassing me I tell him to fuck off and I kick him in the leg. He retaliates and kicks me back harder but honestly I could take it. Then I just say we were both wrong so let's forget about this and go our own way, extend my hand to give him a handshake and the idiot sucker punches me in the stomach and then just leaves. Even some of his mates thought that was fucked up and stayed with me asking me if I was okay.
Two minutes later he returns with a bitch teacher who punishes me for "provoking" and for not telling her, that I shouldn't have attacked him and that it was all my fault. Of course I cried because I was still young and I felt so betrayed and humilliated. Later someonet told my tutor and he told me that next time before doing anything stupid I should tell him, that he thought there's nothing wrong with defending yourself but it's the school rules so he can't do anything about it. I didn't get in much more fights in my middle school experience but the few ended in the exact same way. People pick on me, one day I can't take it anymore and throw some punches and then I'm punished for defending myself. Fuck those teachers and those bullies man, fuck them.
Two minutes later he returns with a bitch teacher who punishes me for "provoking" and for not telling her, that I shouldn't have attacked him and that it was all my fault. Of course I cried because I was still young and I felt so betrayed and humilliated. Later someonet told my tutor and he told me that next time before doing anything stupid I should tell him, that he thought there's nothing wrong with defending yourself but it's the school rules so he can't do anything about it. I didn't get in much more fights in my middle school experience but the few ended in the exact same way. People pick on me, one day I can't take it anymore and throw some punches and then I'm punished for defending myself. Fuck those teachers and those bullies man, fuck them.
