98GoinOnDead
Agepilled Regretcell
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23, halfway to being 24. Realistically, this is the last year that I can stretch the meaning of what can be called "youth". I will be fully into my mid-20s by the end of the year and well past my prime. Because I have rotted and because of my 'tism I have achieved essentially nothing in the past half decade. I have not developed mentally and still feel like I did at 18, or even younger. The only difference is that the older I get, the less chance I will ever get to taste a young foid in her prime, or to have real love and affection. I am hurtling towards betabuxxing for a single mother or being alone forever. I have said before but I may even just become a monk somewhere.
Aging just fucking sucks, boyos. All there is to look forward to is my skin sagging more and getting wrinkles. Pretty much the only thing I have going for me is that I look young and boyish for my age. I am going to hit the wall fucking HARD. If I were at least a masculine man I could look good for decades but I will probably be trucel tier by the time I am 30.
You see, everyone is scared of aging, but for us incels it is so much worse. We miss out on life's milestones and can only look forward to being further and further behind all of our peers. We pine after youth and get called creeps and pedos but we never got a decent youth like the people that call us those things. They will always have the memories where we only have blankness or pain. I am constantly envious of the people I see around me and the luck they have had in their life circumstances. I won't say that I haven't made a ton of mistakes but still, you could argue I was always destined to make them BECAUSE of circumstance.
Anyway, I fucking dead aging. The last crumbs of hope are quickly scattering in the wind. I will likely pine after being 23 in three years just as I pine to be 20 again now. Shit sucks.
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Aging just fucking sucks, boyos. All there is to look forward to is my skin sagging more and getting wrinkles. Pretty much the only thing I have going for me is that I look young and boyish for my age. I am going to hit the wall fucking HARD. If I were at least a masculine man I could look good for decades but I will probably be trucel tier by the time I am 30.
You see, everyone is scared of aging, but for us incels it is so much worse. We miss out on life's milestones and can only look forward to being further and further behind all of our peers. We pine after youth and get called creeps and pedos but we never got a decent youth like the people that call us those things. They will always have the memories where we only have blankness or pain. I am constantly envious of the people I see around me and the luck they have had in their life circumstances. I won't say that I haven't made a ton of mistakes but still, you could argue I was always destined to make them BECAUSE of circumstance.
Anyway, I fucking dead aging. The last crumbs of hope are quickly scattering in the wind. I will likely pine after being 23 in three years just as I pine to be 20 again now. Shit sucks.
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