This time it was because I was not doing enough work. I guess I am kinda retarded because part of my job involves data entry and I didn't think too much of it was surveilled.
But as I have now learned, as is the case with many or even most modern office jobs these days, you are surveilled and watched from every angle. Basically everything I did (or rather, in this case, did NOT do) in a day was going into a fucking Excel spreadsheet which my manager/supervisor showed to me today. It was certainly eye opening.
I originally thought only the data I entered was surveilled but apparently literally everything was. Every entry, every mouse click, every idle period, every timestamp, every clock in and clock out. Etc. Every little thing.
To be fair, I wasn't told this fron the beginning, but I can see why they did not. They wanted to hide it so we "acted natural" and wanted us to work hard out of our own volition and motivation.
I was slacking off, coasting basically. There were entire days where I'd just sit at my desk and not do much besides answer the phone. I would also scroll on my phone. Even on this very site too sometimes.
I didn't do it because I wanted to be bad at my job or have a bad reputation. I just didn't think anyone would really care very much. I thought I could get away with it. I did it because, yes, I am a lazy slacker who only sees this job as a source of income and a resume builder. I couldn't give a shit about our "mission". I don't have a gf/wife or kids/dependents, and I don't even have to pay rent since I live with my parents. So I don't exactly have much urgent motivation to work hard.
To be fair to them, yeah I guess I would not work hard without surveillance. But why work hard when there is little to no reward? My pay isn't very good anyways. I don't have much to motivate me forwards in my life, only the fear that I will lose income or be homeless. That's all. I can spend money on myself and hobbies, but that only goes so far before you don't care much about them as much.
So now I am paying the price. I have to manually check in and show the work I did TWICE PER DAY and work hard or else they will have to do more "disciplinary action" or something. J
I guess I am lucky I did not get fired, but then again if they fire me they have to pay me unemployment money and I am sure they do not want to do that.
As usual I do not really want to be here. I am working pretty hard lately to boost my resume so hopefully in a few months I can jump ship and be in a better and higher paying job. Then I can slack off there and be more aware of surveillance, so I am careful not to get caught.
But that is what incel work life is like. You just coast by at your wageslave cubicle cuck job because you need to make money to live. That's life as a subhuman.
But as I have now learned, as is the case with many or even most modern office jobs these days, you are surveilled and watched from every angle. Basically everything I did (or rather, in this case, did NOT do) in a day was going into a fucking Excel spreadsheet which my manager/supervisor showed to me today. It was certainly eye opening.
I originally thought only the data I entered was surveilled but apparently literally everything was. Every entry, every mouse click, every idle period, every timestamp, every clock in and clock out. Etc. Every little thing.
To be fair, I wasn't told this fron the beginning, but I can see why they did not. They wanted to hide it so we "acted natural" and wanted us to work hard out of our own volition and motivation.
I was slacking off, coasting basically. There were entire days where I'd just sit at my desk and not do much besides answer the phone. I would also scroll on my phone. Even on this very site too sometimes.
I didn't do it because I wanted to be bad at my job or have a bad reputation. I just didn't think anyone would really care very much. I thought I could get away with it. I did it because, yes, I am a lazy slacker who only sees this job as a source of income and a resume builder. I couldn't give a shit about our "mission". I don't have a gf/wife or kids/dependents, and I don't even have to pay rent since I live with my parents. So I don't exactly have much urgent motivation to work hard.
To be fair to them, yeah I guess I would not work hard without surveillance. But why work hard when there is little to no reward? My pay isn't very good anyways. I don't have much to motivate me forwards in my life, only the fear that I will lose income or be homeless. That's all. I can spend money on myself and hobbies, but that only goes so far before you don't care much about them as much.
So now I am paying the price. I have to manually check in and show the work I did TWICE PER DAY and work hard or else they will have to do more "disciplinary action" or something. J
I guess I am lucky I did not get fired, but then again if they fire me they have to pay me unemployment money and I am sure they do not want to do that.
As usual I do not really want to be here. I am working pretty hard lately to boost my resume so hopefully in a few months I can jump ship and be in a better and higher paying job. Then I can slack off there and be more aware of surveillance, so I am careful not to get caught.
But that is what incel work life is like. You just coast by at your wageslave cubicle cuck job because you need to make money to live. That's life as a subhuman.
