LDAR In My Room On Thanksgiving

[DarkStar]

After I had dinner, I went to go and study for a bit.

I didn't achieve what I wanted due to my usual procrastinating shit, which ofc has added to my grade stress.

I've also been thinking back on a lot: This year has been hectic for me, and pretty down for the most part.

However, I did manage to improve a bit- I rebuilt some social networks, I improved in academics, etc.

Despite this, my mind is still consumed with regret- feeling I didnt try hard enough, didn't socialmaxx as much, rotted online, substance abusing alone, or just shitting around on my console

I have so much on my mind, due to so much stuff occurring and some very possible massive changes soon. I haven't even collected my thoughts as I should have, because I feel overwhelmed by them. I should have meditated in my room or something, but instead I rotted. Procrastination is my major form of self-destruction, and I hate it so much.

 

[NIGGER BOJANGLES]

Over for studyers

 

[DarkStar]

Over for studyers

nevER began

 

[Blackpill Monk]

Moggs me for being improvement in academics, a huge congratulations to you.
While I am unable to concentrate on studies due to being of high ADHD, mobile addiction and loneliness

 

[BlueCore]

I've never studied in my life

 

[Vakasneb3856]

Don't get upset at something that never would have existed. If people already did not like you in general chances are you wouldn't have been able to make friends or talk to foids anyway.
While studying is a meager cope can help you focus on getting something in the future. I understand the procrastination, most of it was me feeling like my work won't amount to nothing so mostly fear of failing kept me going.

 

[DarkStar]

Don't get upset at something that never would h

ave existed. If people already did not like you in general chances are you wouldn't have been able to make friends or talk to foids anyway.

Well, I was able to make some friends at the beginning of college

Not so much later on though.

I also might have been able to use it to get some connections later on, that's a big regret I have. It also would have been a good way to distract myself, and I just have a drive to keep trying, which I have been and will keep doing.

In fact, I'm thinking of trying to stay longer.

While studying is a meager cope can help you focus on getting something in the future. I understand the procrastination, most of it was me feeling like my work won't amount to nothing so mostly fear of failing kept me going.

Spot on.

 

[Icarus]

I've never studied in my life

 

[Ci Jey]

After I had dinner, I went to go and study for a bit.

I didn't achieve what I wanted due to my usual procrastinating shit, which ofc has added to my grade stress.

I've also been thinking back on a lot: This year has been hectic for me, and pretty down for the most part.

However, I did manage to improve a bit- I rebuilt some social networks, I improved in academics, etc.

Despite this, my mind is still consumed with regret- feeling I didnt try hard enough, didn't socialmaxx as much, rotted online, substance abusing alone, or just shitting around on my console

I have so much on my mind, due to so much stuff occurring and some very possible massive changes soon. I haven't even collected my thoughts as I should have, because I feel overwhelmed by them. I should have meditated in my room or something, but instead I rotted. Procrastination is my major form of self-destruction, and I hate it so much.

same pretty much

like jake davison said, everything in life feels pretty numb as you grow older

I've never studied in my life

based pfp

 

[Immolator]

my parents forced me to go with my aunts for thanksgiving. Boring but atleast the food is okay

 

[Incel_Doomer]

 

[Emba]

I've never studied in my life

I study something everyday. It's my most valuable cope...

Today I learned about the very strange inside of, "the red pyramid." It's theorized to be a ancient chemical factory that made liquid ammonia! (A valuable fertilizer)

 

[despisedpaul]

I dissociated at the dinner table for over an hour while at the dinner table, my family must have thought I was dying or just absurdly depressed.

 

[BlueCore]

based pfp

 

[Vakasneb3856]

Well, I was able to make some friends at the beginning of college

Not so much later on though.

I also might have been able to use it to get some connections later on, that's a big regret I have. It also would have been a good way to distract myself, and I just have a drive to keep trying, which I have been and will keep doing.

In fact, I'm thinking of trying to stay longer.

It's up you. If you are doing good just keep it up until it finishes and you finally get to leave. I wanted to get out of the shit environment a reminder what I could never have.

 

[Nihilistic Lowlife]

Oh its thanksgiving i dont know what it is.