Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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Does such a thing even exist or is it a lie told to keep you chasing the carrot?
I can't even imagine such a job/occupation. I don't like anything, no interests, no passions, despite trying for years to find something. But I'd give my left testicle to have one. To have a passion that could also make me money I'd give the other one too, as long as I had enough sperm frozen and I could still have pleasurable orgasms.
This is a part of why I became so badly depressed in the first place, over a decade go. I knew the rest of my life would be like school but worse - dreading going to work, wanting to be back home the moment I get there but being stuck for 8 hours doing shit I don't want to do near people I don't want to be around. But if I had a passion that could also make money, life would be so different. Alas, I don't think such a thing exists, not for me at least since I don't even like playing games anymore.
I can't even imagine such a job/occupation. I don't like anything, no interests, no passions, despite trying for years to find something. But I'd give my left testicle to have one. To have a passion that could also make me money I'd give the other one too, as long as I had enough sperm frozen and I could still have pleasurable orgasms.
This is a part of why I became so badly depressed in the first place, over a decade go. I knew the rest of my life would be like school but worse - dreading going to work, wanting to be back home the moment I get there but being stuck for 8 hours doing shit I don't want to do near people I don't want to be around. But if I had a passion that could also make money, life would be so different. Alas, I don't think such a thing exists, not for me at least since I don't even like playing games anymore.