Mainländer
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And the saddest part is that I don't even care much. I'm just too depressed, people keep wanting me to do stuff with them but I don't have enough drive even to fulfill my own life responsibilities. Everything takes effort to me, even the activities I like the most.
Today I had made an appointment (too beta to straight up deny it since it has been a long time since we saw each other) with some friends to eat together somewhere, but I didn't show up. I really didn't want to go and I don't have an excuse. Since lots of people went, I don't think me not going is much of a dick thing to do, I didn't let anyone alone standing and waiting for me. But I know people will be mad at me for it anyway.
Today I had made an appointment (too beta to straight up deny it since it has been a long time since we saw each other) with some friends to eat together somewhere, but I didn't show up. I really didn't want to go and I don't have an excuse. Since lots of people went, I don't think me not going is much of a dick thing to do, I didn't let anyone alone standing and waiting for me. But I know people will be mad at me for it anyway.