Deleted member 7448
Name is Abdu, live in Laos, born on 24.08.1992.
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I'm just saying what I feel is true.
Sure, even when I was in school girls compared me to Dwight Schrute, Masuka from Dexter etc. I was weak and had to be excused from P.E, couldn't do any pull-ups and such. So my looks definitely kept me back, I wouldn't have gotten any girl based on looks.
But even so, I'm a really weird and socially retarded person. The list of mental stuff that's wrong with me is endless, I can't even recall all that's wrong with me.
I wouldn't have had much luck with women with my looks anyway, but I'm sure that in all these years of living I would've been able to get at least one girlfriend. Maybe I would have had a social circle if I was normal, and through that gotten a girl. Like most people do in their lives. Or at school or uni or something. Plenty of guys did that, and they weren't Chads or anything.
But at this point it doesn't even matter, because by now I've become so ugly the point is moot. I'm old, bald, with fucked up skin and teeth and heart and pancreas etc... It's over for me, even if I became the most socially gifted person ever.
Sure, even when I was in school girls compared me to Dwight Schrute, Masuka from Dexter etc. I was weak and had to be excused from P.E, couldn't do any pull-ups and such. So my looks definitely kept me back, I wouldn't have gotten any girl based on looks.
But even so, I'm a really weird and socially retarded person. The list of mental stuff that's wrong with me is endless, I can't even recall all that's wrong with me.
I wouldn't have had much luck with women with my looks anyway, but I'm sure that in all these years of living I would've been able to get at least one girlfriend. Maybe I would have had a social circle if I was normal, and through that gotten a girl. Like most people do in their lives. Or at school or uni or something. Plenty of guys did that, and they weren't Chads or anything.
But at this point it doesn't even matter, because by now I've become so ugly the point is moot. I'm old, bald, with fucked up skin and teeth and heart and pancreas etc... It's over for me, even if I became the most socially gifted person ever.