
Socialretard79
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- Dec 7, 2020
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I frequently find myself daydreaming about having a girlfriend, being loved, being good enough, and successful in general. Even though it feels good sometimes, it always gives way to the worst anxiety and depression I know. Without my daydreaming I only feel a vague emptiness, but experience less depression and especially anxiety. Staying in the present is obviously still shitty because it's still my life, but It's less shitty when I'm not creating a better world in my head to compare it to. My only cope now is cooming and money maxxing