Cut my life into pee sez
- Mar 18, 2023
i dont believe in magic or religion but my ocd makes me feel like i have karma that i keep fucking with. i feel anxious and ashamed when i do mean or rude stuff like it will backfire on me a lot like karma. its a form of your mind shaming you for nothing. my dad used to criticize everything i did and made life seem like a massive conflict that you had to do everything perfect or else. was also bullied by my brother and he used to beat me up. now i trust no one and no thing and i feel guilty all the time.