I am dissociating, and my brain is atrophying.

[Shitskin=Shitlife]

I am under so much stress and I am getting none of my needs met to such a degree that the world doesn't even feel real. It doesn't feel like I am alive. It almost feels like I am in a dream or simulation. My mental health is so bad that it is causing severe cognitive decline. I cannot remember anything and cannot focus or pay attention. It's like I am not there mentally. My entire life is a chaotic nightmare.

 

[Freixel]

time to schizomaxx bro

 

[SEX NIGGA]

Go for walks bro

 

[cursed]

Go for walks bro

 

[nihilum]

Just go outside bro!

 

[zd60]

feels like I am in a dream or simulation

i feel like this everyday of my life, none of this nonsense seems real

 

[Shitskin=Shitlife]

i feel like this everyday of my life, none of this nonsense seems real

It is caused by extreme anhedonia and stress. When you are making new and positive memories your brain feels like it is constantly absorbing new information which it can categorize and recall upon. These lifefuel experiences result in you feeling connected to the world and therefore you feel like you are truly alive.

When every single day is the same repetitive depressing shitshow your brain stops forming new memories and the depression and stress make it want to "disconnect". The result is that everything feels like a dream because your mind is trying to escape reality.

 

[zd60]

It is caused by extreme anhedonia and stress. When you are making new and positive memories your brain feels like it is constantly absorbing new information which it can categorize and recall upon. These lifefuel experiences result in you feeling connected to the world and therefore you feel like you are truly alive.

When every single day is the same repetitive depressing shitshow your brain stops forming new memories and the depression and stress make it want to "disconnect". The result is that everything feels like a dream because your mind is trying to escape reality.

yup, mines probably a bit amplified from the endless amount of drugs i abuse but nothing else to do, its all one big shit show that i don't have any energy left to even try to participate in.

i've come to just accept i'm going to be nothing but lonely and miserable for the rest of my life and just do whatever random shit to cope and hopefully die faster

 

[Pikacel]

Avg day for ethnic

 

[z_ro]

This resonate with me exactly. I've come to realize that the self-preservation mechanism is like sending our ego-body into a virtual reality just to keep it from dying. Yet when we dissociate, it feels as though the whole world has become like a movie being shown on a cinema screen like we're dreaming or some shit.

 

[SlayerSlayer]

maybe you shouldn't have been born

 

[caineturbat2003]

Yea, I am going through something similar.

 

[Shitskin=Shitlife]

maybe you shouldn't have been born

Agreed, but I had no say in that.

 

[Shitskin=Shitlife]

Yea, I am going through something similar.

I swear to God it is annihilating my IQ

 

[caineturbat2003]

I swear to God it is annihilating my IQ

I think our personal traumas are starting catch up to us. Recently I keep having these flashbacks of my personal childhood traumas over and over again even tho I thought I moved on from them. Now they just eat our psyche up.

It doesn't help the fact that 2020 was a shit decade, getting worse by each year that intensified our condition.

 

[SubhumanOldcel]

maybe you shouldn't have been born

 

[garfield]

Avg day for ethnic

 

[chudt320]

I am under so much stress and I am getting none of my needs met to such a degree that the world doesn't even feel real. It doesn't feel like I am alive. It almost feels like I am in a dream or simulation. My mental health is so bad that it is causing severe cognitive decline. I cannot remember anything and cannot focus or pay attention. It's like I am not there mentally. My entire life is a chaotic nightmare.

so relatable