Venting thread incoming!!!!!
I'm in student debt, I already pay most of it off but there still quite a lot of money that I still need to pay. I don't want my parents to pay for it(It's a long story) but I feel like a burden and I don't want my parent to suffer because of me.
I was lucky enough to get a job as soon as I graduate but the imposter syndrome is wayyyyyy tooo much for me to handle. I'm constantly absorbing and learning stuff pertaining to my future career, on top of that I still have academics, I still have to deal with some school extra curricular activities(compulsory) and on top of that inceldom. I'm writing exams soons as well so jfl.
I don't think I can bare it all ngl, I don't usually cry but when typing this out, I feel like I want to bawl my eyes out. I can't keep up, I don't know if it's burnout or depression or the constant feeling of not being enough. I don't think I can continue on. I'm fucking tired and I don't think I can keep up. My life has too be soo hard, I appreciate everything good that has happened to me but the weight is too much to bare.
Constantly studying, worrying about finances, can't spend money on my copes etc. I haven't met a single person who pays for their own tution and has all this stress to bare.
At least when I get back home, I bought a new monitor a 144hz monitor and I got a new puppy so that's some life fuel ig. Any brocels, how the fuck do you cope?
I'm in student debt, I already pay most of it off but there still quite a lot of money that I still need to pay. I don't want my parents to pay for it(It's a long story) but I feel like a burden and I don't want my parent to suffer because of me.
I was lucky enough to get a job as soon as I graduate but the imposter syndrome is wayyyyyy tooo much for me to handle. I'm constantly absorbing and learning stuff pertaining to my future career, on top of that I still have academics, I still have to deal with some school extra curricular activities(compulsory) and on top of that inceldom. I'm writing exams soons as well so jfl.
I don't think I can bare it all ngl, I don't usually cry but when typing this out, I feel like I want to bawl my eyes out. I can't keep up, I don't know if it's burnout or depression or the constant feeling of not being enough. I don't think I can continue on. I'm fucking tired and I don't think I can keep up. My life has too be soo hard, I appreciate everything good that has happened to me but the weight is too much to bare.
Constantly studying, worrying about finances, can't spend money on my copes etc. I haven't met a single person who pays for their own tution and has all this stress to bare.
At least when I get back home, I bought a new monitor a 144hz monitor and I got a new puppy so that's some life fuel ig. Any brocels, how the fuck do you cope?
