I'm still alive.

[Deleted member 24160]

I'm not really sure how to format this so I'll ramble. I went down into my houses basement, sat in a old chair we have and grab my shotgun loaded it up put it in my mouth and it jammed. I can't really describe how I felt but I felt kind of numb and sat the shotgun down and just sat there. My mom came downstairs and saw me and flipped out since she saw the gun and for the next hour we went back and forth. I tried to lie and say I wasn't trying to kill myself and she didn't believe me. Now I have to see a therapist though I don't know when that will start and the shotgun is going to go to my grandma's house so I don't try anything. My parents have been talking about therapy for a little bit now since I don't even try to hide my mood now. You can now flip out at me. Also I know I've been off the forum for a day but has anything happened since I was gone? Like someone getting banned or being outed as a fakecel? That's happened a lot recently.

 

[UKhapacel]

Enjoy your jewpills goyim

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Enjoy your jewpills goyim

I hope they don't try and drug me up. That'd just turn me into a bigger mental zombie then I am now.

 

[UKhapacel]

I hope they don't try and drug me up. That'd just turn me into a bigger mental zombie then I am now.

Report back to us on what happens bro, don't let em turn your brain to mush though

 

[RemoveNormalfags]

and it jammed

Shit.
I don't know that much about guns, but isn't the chance for a gun to jam super low?

 

[Blacktarpill]

You are 15, dont die before fucking an escort.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Report back to us on what happens bro, don't let em turn your brain to mush though

East Asians are logical enough to know when it’s over , they don’t need to make an emotional rant post JFL. One who’s 15/16 has not experienced enough to decide that life is worth ending, after college would be an acceptable time to end it all due to the lack of experiences that nonincels just seem to experience at random

I'm your bro now? After my "emotional rant post"?

 

[WarriorSkull]

I think the nigger gang bang was a more believable larp

 

[Transcended Trucel]

You are 15, dont die before fucking an escort.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Shit.
I don't know that much about guns, but isn't the chance for a gun to jam super low?

Maybe. I don't know that much about them either, just learned enough to know how to get the ammo in safely and how it works.

 

[Deleted member 20811]

Its over for you OP.

Therapist for males = DEATH or becoming a soycuck

 

[Deleted member 24160]

You are 15, dont die before fucking an escort.

I have no want to bang a prostitute.

 

[radishman]

You are 15, dont die before fucking an escort.

Even CHO was smart enough to see one before he became VA Tech's MVP.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

I think the nigger gang bang was a more believable larp

It wasn't a gangbang and this wasn't a larp. If it was I wouldn't have come back to say this. Why am I even trying to reason with you, your not even going to reply back to this.

 

[radishman]

I have no want to bang a prostitute.

Is your pain not a lack of sex?

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Even CHO was smart enough to see one before he became VA Tech's MVP.

Being incel bothers me, but it's a mixture of that, everything going on right now and knowing that I have no copes outside of one thing to keep me going.

Is your pain not a lack of sex?

Above.

 

[Deleted member 23944]

If true I'm surprised they didn't take you to a psych ward in all honesty.

My parents have been talking about therapy for a little bit now since I don't even try to hide my mood now.

Might sound bluepilled, but it might be for the best. 15 is too early.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Bang a escort first.

Read above.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Its over for you OP.

Therapist for males = DEATH or becoming a soycuck

Hopefully they just talk to me and not drug me.

If true I'm surprised they didn't take you to a psych ward in all honesty.


Might sound bluepilled, but it might be for the best. 15 is too early.

That's what worried me. And even if it is, why continue the pain for the rare chance I find a reason to continue?

cliche teenage angst moment

Go fuck yourself. You won't give me the chance to speak so why should I do the same for you.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

Larp.

 

[WarriorSkull]

It wasn't a gangbang and this wasn't a larp. If it was I wouldn't have come back to say this. Why am I even trying to reason with you, your not even going to reply back to this.

Honestly, you remind me a lot of myself at 15. At least in the depressed, whiny, attention seeking posting style, but much like you at that age, I was so lost in my teenage depression and retardedness, I could barely tell up from down. It doesn’t really matter whether your posts are true or not. Either way you’re really lost right now.

 

[Deleted member 25707]

LARPers.co

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Larp.

I'd just leave if it was. Why would I want to continue to rot on here with people who think I'm a joke?

LARPers.co

Above.

 

[tulasdanslos]

If you were truly at your worst point you would have cleaned the gun and tried again. Welcome back to the living, the ride never ends.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Honestly, you remind me a lot of myself at 15. At least in the depressed, whiny, attention seeking posting style, but much like you at that age, I was so lost in my teenage depression and retardedness, I could barely tell up from down. It doesn’t really matter whether your posts are true or not. Either way you’re really lost right now.

Go fuck yourself. I'm whiny and attention seeking? Fuck you. I'm venting, like everyone else on here.

If you were truly at your worst point you would have cleaned the gun and tried again. Welcome back to the living, the ride never ends.

Didn't have the time.

 

[TheReaper]

you could've found something more convincing than the jammed shotgun.

 

[radishman]

Be careful with anything you say to a therapist, if you're labeled a certain thing it can make it impossible to purchase a firearm.

 

[Deleted member 140]

JFL at this obvious larp

 

[epillepsy]

Just so you know, you've lost all credibility on this forum by telling this fairy tale.
Don't expect anyone to believe what you say here from now on.

 

[Deleted member 14577]

very sus but whatever. what stopped you from fixing the jam and trying again?

 

[Deleted member 24160]

I personally don't believe you, jfl i even felt a little bit sad when you said you're gonna end it, anyway if what you're saying is true don't talk about incel to your therapist you don't wanna be seen as a school shooter, and if they give you pills just don't take them and throw your daily dose into the toilet.

Doesn't matter if you believe me. And I'm not dumb enough to mention incels.

you could've found something more convincing than the jammed shotgun.

I'm not lying. Again I'd just leave if it was a larp.

Be careful with anything you say to a therapist, if you're labeled a certain thing it can make it impossible to purchase a firearm.

Of course.

JFL at this obvious larp

Explain how it's a larp jackass. You don't get to insult me and then piss off like a coward.

Just so you know, you've lost all credibility on this forum by telling this fairy tale.
Don't expect anyone to believe what you say here from now on.

This forum already thinks I'm a joke so I don't care. Also go fuck yourself for insulting me.

very sus but whatever. what stopped you from fixing the jam and trying again?

My mom came downstairs a little bit after it jammed.

 

[Strong One]

Yeah I don't believe this.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Yeah I don't believe this.

Doesn't matter.

 

[NuclearCel]

Dont goto therapy no matter the cost. I am glad you are alive. You still have many years left to rope so just try and see where life takes you before you end it.

We are all bound to meet each other in the shadow realm anyways.

Also I know I've been off the forum for a day but has anything happened since I was gone? Like someone getting banned or being outed as a fakecel? That's happened a lot recently.

An IT cuck by the name of the_moonshine was larping on here with the username @Sparrow's Song - The account has now been banned thanks to @FullTimeLoser

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

Lol

 

[Deleted member 24160]

Dont goto therapy no matter the cost. I am glad you are alive. You still have many years left to rope so just try and see where life takes you before you end it.

We are all bound to meet each other in the shadow realm anyways.



An IT cuck by the name of the_moonshine was larping on here with the username @Sparrow's Song - The account has now been banned thanks to @FullTimeLoser

Wasn't he already banned?

 

[epillepsy]

This forum already thinks I'm a joke so I don't care. Also go fuck yourself for insulting me.

You deserve it. This is histrionics at its worst.

 

[Deleted member 22572]

I'd just leave if it was. Why would I want to continue to rot on here with people who think I'm a joke?

No I'm saying that you're larping about being back. It's obvious that you did go through with your suicide plan and now after you're death you are posting on here in a spiritual form of existence.

 

[Uglymuggly]

LARP

 

[NuclearCel]

Wasn't he already banned?

Dont know tbh, i saw a thread about that guy right now where fulltimeloser went detectivecel on him and found out that it was an IT cuck.

Maybe i was wrong to assume that he got banned recently, dont know.

 

[Hate_my_life]

mogs me at having a shotgun.

What type is it?

Id have unjammed it tbh

 

[Blacktarpill]

An IT cuck by the name of the_moonshine was larping on here with the username @Sparrow's Song -

Holy fuck he posted his voice and shit on the forum before.

 

[Deleted member 24160]

You deserve it. This is histrionics at its worst.

Go fuck yourself.

No I'm saying that you're larping about being back. It's obvious that you did go through with your suicide plan and now after you're death you are posting on here in a spiritual form of existence.

Oh, your just memeing.

LARP

Ok.

Dont know tbh, i saw a thread about that guy right now where fulltimeloser went detectivecel on him and found out that it was an IT cuck.

Maybe i was wrong to assume that he got banned recently, dont know.

I know he was part of @werty1457's triple ban.

Don't end it kid, it will get better.

Don't mock me.

mogs me at having a shotgun.

What type is it?

Id have unjammed it tbh

I don't know.

Holy fuck he posted his voice and shit on the forum before.

Link?

 

[FlamingCel]

I am happy you are alive.It will get better.Trust me

 

[Deleted member 24160]

I am happy you are alive.It will get better.Trust me

It won't. And you don't know me.

 

[Deleted member 22685]

How does a shotgun jam exactly?

I think the nigger gang bang was a more believable larp

 

[Deleted member 24160]

How does a shotgun jam exactly?

I thought you used to love my threads. And it jams like any other gun.

 

[ihaveno1]

So u didn’t do research on how to properly load a bullet in a shotgun or ever shot one before? And u didn’t wait until your parents were asleep?

not surprised though, knew something would happen that would make u not die when u expected to, ur too young anyway

 

[Deleted member 25707]

my @JohnWickCel just offed itself. later that day at its funeral service, i spoke it was a good @JohnWickCel , a small @JohnWickCel and a hard @JohnWickCel but it was not meant for this world we strolled together,had some hands on time together and we postmaxxed together and you were always on my ignore list so may god bless this small @JohnWickCel and may he guide you to heaven in an angels vagina

 

[NuclearCel]

Holy fuck he posted his voice and shit on the forum before.

You should post the link. I wanna hear what that tranny cuck sounded like.

I know he was part of @werty1457's triple ban.

Which triple ban? Can you give some details on this story?