Venting Im starting to find it all funny...

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All this status shit...

Chad... Stacy... Whatever...

Its all a big joke. I'm over my depression, bitterness, and rage phase.

Now I'm at a point where when I watch some random normie shit on YouTube and Blackpill is verified over and over again I no longer feel depressed or negative or suifuel...

I just giggle and find it funny.

Can anyone relate?
 
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You're closer to the rope than you realize. Apathy is dangerous
 
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ReallyRice said:
You're closer to the rope than you realize. Apathy is dangerous
 
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youre nearing the final stage of the blackpill bro be careful
 
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Yes I find it quite amusing at times ngl
 
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Take the honkpill
 
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Looks like you've taken that rainbowpill and fully accepted this as clown world
 
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ReallyRice said:
You're closer to the rope than you realize. Apathy is dangerous
 
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G @Ghost I am curious do you still feel emotions such as happiness, sadness or even excitement? And do you enjoy the same hobbies you used to like e.g. video games?
I am asking because I too had depression for many years (14-20½) but after the depression went away it got replaced with apathy and it´s worse than anything I have experienced before, not feeling any emotions is horrible, boring and trivial every day is the same and has been for the past 5 years without anything remotely exciting.
ReallyRice said:
You're closer to the rope than you realize. Apathy is dangerous
 
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I can relate. You should probably try reconnect before you start experiencing both boredom and apathy so you dont kill yourself. Your call.
 
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TheGoodGuy said:
G @Ghost I am curious do you still feel emotions such as happiness, sadness or even excitement? And do you enjoy the same hobbies you used to like e.g. video games?
I am asking because I too had depression for many years (14-20½) but after the depression went away it got replaced with apathy and it´s worse than anything I have experienced before, not feeling any emotions is horrible, boring and trivial every day is the same and has been for the past 5 years without anything remotely exciting.
i very rarely experience any emotions nowadays only exception are anger and sadness. Only recent time when i was truly happy was when i took magic mushrooms.
 
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starystulejarz said:
i very rarely experience any emotions nowadays only exception are anger and sadness. Only recent time when i was truly happy was when i took magic mushrooms.
Yeah it´s very rare for me to actually feel sadness and anger I feel alot but that´s it, I especially miss feeling excitement like I did for many things in teenage years, happiness for me was only in childhood.
 
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TheGoodGuy said:
G @Ghost I am curious do you still feel emotions such as happiness, sadness or even excitement? And do you enjoy the same hobbies you used to like e.g. video games?
I am asking because I too had depression for many years (14-20½) but after the depression went away it got replaced with apathy and it´s worse than anything I have experienced before, not feeling any emotions is horrible, boring and trivial every day is the same and has been for the past 5 years without anything remotely exciting.

Most of the time I'm numb and stone faced. I've been directly asked a few times if I'm a convicted killer or war veteran.

I don't care about birthdays and holidays. To me they're just another day.

I still slightly feel emotions tho. Because at the end of the day I am still a human
ReallyRice said:
You're closer to the rope than you realize. Apathy is dangerous

I don't think I'll ever rope or ER. Because I wanna live as long to pay off my bad karma so the next life will be better
 
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same

we are at the acceptance stage
 
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I sadly can't relate.
 
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Ghost said:
Most of the time I'm numb and stone faced. I've been directly asked a few times if I'm a convicted killer

The same lmao
 
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I don't find it funny (ngl, sometimes i do), i find it hateworthy
 
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Final stage of blackpill.

This is a point of no return.
 
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Ghost said:
Most of the time I'm numb and stone faced. I've been directly asked a few times if I'm a convicted killer or war veteran.

I don't care about birthdays and holidays. To me they're just another day.

I still slightly feel emotions tho. Because at the end of the day I am still a human
I can really relate to the holiday thing like I would usually feel nostalgic and excited about Christmas but now I feel nothing it´s just like any other day and Christmas used to be the best day of the year as a child.