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Before I was aware of this community or the blackpill, I would complain to my parents about no one at school liking me and me having no friends and people teasing me and they would say the teasing "is just banter" and I "don't mingle with people or put myself out there" and I genuinely believe that it was my fault that I had no friends and I had to just keep taking the "banter" and trying to mingle which just ended up in me hanging out with the jocks at lunchtime playing football and them laughing at me and me not realising that I was being laughed at and not with, or them just being confused on why I was there
I used to genuinely believe it was just because I wasn't trying hard enough to socialise or whatever but when I discovered the blackpill at 18 it was like everything suddenly just made sense, it wasn't my fault it wasn't anything I was doing, humans are just inherently evil and exclude ugly autistic people and there's not a thing I could've done differently to end up with a group of friends or make these people like me, it was my fucking autism and my appearance all along and I can't do shit about it, it was a sense of euphoria at first but now I'm 26 and the rage at these normies is getting more and more strong so I guess that's the consequence of the blackpill, but I still wouldn't have it any other way
It was SO fucking torturous to be excluded and mocked in school, going home to my parents upset about it just to be told the teasing was just banter and I'm not mingling with people enough
I used to genuinely believe it was just because I wasn't trying hard enough to socialise or whatever but when I discovered the blackpill at 18 it was like everything suddenly just made sense, it wasn't my fault it wasn't anything I was doing, humans are just inherently evil and exclude ugly autistic people and there's not a thing I could've done differently to end up with a group of friends or make these people like me, it was my fucking autism and my appearance all along and I can't do shit about it, it was a sense of euphoria at first but now I'm 26 and the rage at these normies is getting more and more strong so I guess that's the consequence of the blackpill, but I still wouldn't have it any other way
It was SO fucking torturous to be excluded and mocked in school, going home to my parents upset about it just to be told the teasing was just banter and I'm not mingling with people enough





