Venting im so fucking sick of this shit

[imbored21]

I went to college. I got good grades. I got a job at a prestigious company. None of it matters if you have social anxiety. I haven't had a friend in over a decade. I've never had a girlfriend. I still cannot hold a conversation despite having to talk to people everyday. I'm 25 and completely FUCKED. I'm so pathetic I can't even bring myself to rope. I've been rotting for the last decade on forums like these as my only source of social interaction. I'm actually so fucked it's insane. There are people my age with families and I have the life experiences of a first grader. I don't remember the last time I left my house for anything other than fast food or work. It must have been years.

Actually I did hang out with coworkers on 2 occasions over the last year. One was with a gay coworker who liked me and asked me out after I quit (not a fakecel, men don't count). The second was with coworkers at my current job. We got lunch on a saturday and I sat there quietly while they were all talking nonstop like normies. I felt so out of place and pathetic. I was embarassed to face them the following Monday. I don't fit in with normies at all.

Oh god and I've been spending my entire pay checks on escorts for the past 2 years. I haven't saved a dime since meeting my prostitute oneitis. Now she's gone and I'm still spending money and girls I don't even like. I'm literally so pathetic it's hard to breathe.

I'm going to the doctor for the first time in 4 years later this month and I hope to god he finds something that will qualify me for euthanasia. I'm ready for this life to be over. It's shit.

 

[Shigechi]

>social anxiety

Cope, it's because you're ugly.

 

[TheSecondComing]

Oh god and I've been spending my entire pay checks on escorts for the past 2 years. I haven't saved a dime since meeting my prostitute oneitis. Now she's gone and I'm still spending money and girls I don't even like. I'm literally so pathetic it's hard to breathe.

 

[BRCel123]

At least you are 25 and already have good money to use on copes, I'm your age but I'm neet

 

[Deleted member 8353]

At least you are 25 and already have good money to use on copes, I'm your age but I'm neet

 

[rightfulcel]

Imo social anxiety has nothing to do with you rather other peoples perceiving you in a passive aggressive way.

 

[incels.REEEE]

I went to college. I got good grades. I got a job at a prestigious company. None of it matters if you have social anxiety. I haven't had a friend in over a decade. I've never had a girlfriend. I still cannot hold a conversation despite having to talk to people everyday. I'm 25 and completely FUCKED. I'm so pathetic I can't even bring myself to rope. I've been rotting for the last decade on forums like these as my only source of social interaction. I'm actually so fucked it's insane. There are people my age with families and I have the life experiences of a first grader. I don't remember the last time I left my house for anything other than fast food or work. It must have been years.

Actually I did hang out with coworkers on 2 occasions over the last year. One was with a gay coworker who liked me and asked me out after I quit (not a fakecel, men don't count). The second was with coworkers at my current job. We got lunch on a saturday and I sat there quietly while they were all talking nonstop like normies. I felt so out of place and pathetic. I was embarassed to face them the following Monday. I don't fit in with normies at all.

Oh god and I've been spending my entire pay checks on escorts for the past 2 years. I haven't saved a dime since meeting my prostitute oneitis. Now she's gone and I'm still spending money and girls I don't even like. I'm literally so pathetic it's hard to breathe.

I'm going to the doctor for the first time in 4 years later this month and I hope to god he finds something that will qualify me for euthanasia. I'm ready for this life to be over. It's shit.

That escort vored you down. Sorry you have to deal with her flushing the toilet.

 

[guaucel]

Go ER on kikes.

 

[Numb]

What are the hookers like

 

[imbored21]

What are the hookers like

normies tbh

 

[ItsAllOverButTheCry]

I feel you bro. No matter how hard you try to succeed, fate put an invisible barrier to your further ascension. This is it, this is as far as you go no matter how hard you struggle.

 

[Numb]

normies tbh

Weird, I would expect hookers to be different than normal foids, they openly use their bodies to gain monetary worth after all. Unlike the regular foids that mask it constantly.

 

[ihaveno1]

I went to college. I got good grades. I got a job at a prestigious company.

before this boomers will tell us to just focus on this and forget about foids, now after this and still no foids or better life JFL but i thought it gets better over time br00o00

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

i sympathise with u man, ive been there, not with escorts but cucky bullshit back in my bluepilled days, i know, it sucks we desperately try to cling or obtain any sort of interaction with a female any way we can, but usually that gets shutdown or its a paid interaction.

ITS OVER

 

[keithbauhaus]

You basically described my life verbatim, OP. Not that it matters, but you are not the only one that has worked their ass off throughout uni/work only to get stomped on because of workplace politics. "Social anxiety" is definitely an inhibitor, but I also believe attractive people get further in their life/career because everyone (even the same sex) sees more inherent value in them as a person over someone with blatant bodily flaws. This certainly has been a catalyst toward my failure as a man/cynical outlook on life.

I wish I could tell you things will just get better, but nobody has proven me wrong so far. Just know that I'm in the exact same position, man, and I at least have found some meaningful hobbies to keep my grim outlook on life somewhat attenuated. It's cope, I know, but some solitary activities with merit (hiking, buildering, etc.) have helped make life better than death for me.

 

[johnnyb]

makes no sense. are you ethnic? if you are white and atleast 5 10 or so it makes no sense at all why you have not used your money to be living in SEA where you are worshiped. you must be ethnic tbh. but even ethnics can go certain places. for instance, if you are a nigger, you can 3rd world max in south America.

 

[imbored21]

makes no sense. are you ethnic? if you are white and atleast 5 10 or so it makes no sense at all why you have not used your money to be living in SEA where you are worshiped. you must be ethnic tbh. but even ethnics can go certain places. for instance, if you are a nigger, you can 3rd world max in south America.

Im hapa but look white but ugly and 5’7. I don’t see the point of going to sea.. I’m not sexually frustrated just lonely. I can’t imagine talking to a broken english lowiq 3rd world countrycel tbh. And i imagine they have bad breath and stinky pussies.

 

[Emba]

I heard cbd oil can help with anxiety. Booze does for sure (For me anyway) pot doesn't - paranoia...

At least you can get a who're! Lucky!

 

[johnnyb]

Im hapa but look white but ugly and 5’7. I don’t see the point of going to sea.. I’m not sexually frustrated just lonely. I can’t imagine talking to a broken english lowiq 3rd world countrycel tbh. And i imagine they have bad breath and stinky pussies.

a lot of them speak fluent English, and to say youre not sexually frustrated because you pay money to whores to act interested just makes you a cuck faggot who should die.

 

[mylifeistrash]

most incels i know have zero social anxiety

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

So your in a high paying career at 25, you're in a better spot than most people here, at least in 1 aspect of life, and I assume you don't live with your parents.

I'm in my early 30s and have never had a job and live with my parents still.

SO honestly you're much further ahead than me in at least 1 aspect.

 

[imbored21]

So your in a high paying career at 25, you're in a better spot than most people here, at least in 1 aspect of life, and I assume you don't live with your parents.

I'm in my early 30s and have never had a job and live with my parents still.

SO honestly you're much further ahead than me in at least 1 aspect.

not in a high paying career. 50k/year. Live in parent's basement.

 

[InvisibleCel]

Nice. I blow all my cash on whores too. Let’s link up

 

[NotQuiteChadLite]

 

[imbored21]

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i am in burgerland

 

[ovrload]

Im hapa but look white but ugly and 5’7

You probably look more asian than you realise

 

[VirginAutistManlet]

not in a high paying career. 50k/year. Live in parent's basement.

>just get a job bro, you can move out bro

 

[NotQuiteChadLite]

>just get a job bro, you can move out bro

Did you even read, he’s a sperg who spends all his money and doesn’t save any. You could easily move out at 50k a year if aren’t a retard like OP.

 

[imbored21]

You probably look more asian than you realise

nah i look like my dad (subhuman white guy)

Did you even read, he’s a sperg who spends all his money and doesn’t save any. You could easily move out at 50k a year if aren’t a retard like OP.

you cannot without roomates which isn't an option because i have zero friends.

 

[NotQuiteChadLite]

nah i look like my dad (subhuman white guy)

you cannot without roomates which isn't an option because i have zero friends.

You can’t live on your own with $4000 a month?

Either you are a retard or a LARPER. Probably a larper because you sound too stupid to actually make that much money a month, and even more so for saying you can’t afford to live on your own with that much.

 

[StaroRavager]

my prostitute oneitis

Damn it you were so close

 

[GreaseCel]

You can’t live on your own with $4000 a month?

Either you are a retard or a LARPER. Probably a larper because you sound too stupid to actually make that much money a month, and even more so for saying you can’t afford to live on your own with that much.

Yeah, he’s making excuses. Even with nothing saved up, 4K a month is plenty for a decent place to stay and food. Stop spending it all on whores OP, it obviously doesn’t make you any happier.

 

[ovrload]

You’re making 50k each year while living with your white supremacist father and mother. Fuck I’m only getting neetbux and save better than you (1.2k per month)

 

[Blacktarpill]

Ye, that is what inceldom can do to a male.

 

[IAmWhatYouMadeMe9]

Escortcels deserve the rope. You're a fucking cuck. Just hurry up and end your pathetic existence.

 

[happiless]

I went to college. I got good grades. I got a job at a prestigious company. None of it matters if you have social anxiety. I haven't had a friend in over a decade. I've never had a girlfriend. I still cannot hold a conversation despite having to talk to people everyday. I'm 25 and completely FUCKED. I'm so pathetic I can't even bring myself to rope. I've been rotting for the last decade on forums like these as my only source of social interaction. I'm actually so fucked it's insane. There are people my age with families and I have the life experiences of a first grader. I don't remember the last time I left my house for anything other than fast food or work. It must have been years.

Actually I did hang out with coworkers on 2 occasions over the last year. One was with a gay coworker who liked me and asked me out after I quit (not a fakecel, men don't count). The second was with coworkers at my current job. We got lunch on a saturday and I sat there quietly while they were all talking nonstop like normies. I felt so out of place and pathetic. I was embarassed to face them the following Monday. I don't fit in with normies at all.

Oh god and I've been spending my entire pay checks on escorts for the past 2 years. I haven't saved a dime since meeting my prostitute oneitis. Now she's gone and I'm still spending money and girls I don't even like. I'm literally so pathetic it's hard to breathe.

I'm going to the doctor for the first time in 4 years later this month and I hope to god he finds something that will qualify me for euthanasia. I'm ready for this life to be over. It's shit.

So you're a Patrick Batemancel? No sympathy. I'm 2 years older and a complete loser