When I was 24 I went to my doctor to get a mole checked for skin cancer. When I showed up for the appointment he was un avaliable and I had to see a young woman doctor.
The spot I needed checked was on the back of my neck. She didn't use gloves
Jesus her hands felt so good I got tingles down my spin and face. I started to get a little hard. It was the first time I'd ever been touched and it was all just too much.
As hard as I tried not to I started to get tears in my eyes. I just got up and walked out. I screamed in the car all the way home and just cried in bed for the rest of the day. I knew I was never going to be touched like that by someone who loves me.
That was 6 years ago and I haven't been touched since. I think about it daily.