I'm so depressed

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One could see my depression the way I push the revolving door at work. I have a slump to it. When someone follows into the door they push the door really hard, like they have energy to spend. 

It is in my posture. Normies erect their backs. Mine is limp. 

I am not fat per se but I'm average weight. No big muscles like Chad. Back in high school while Chad had football practice after school I had to go to work. Wealthy people are privelaged. 

But ya I haven't told anyone on this forum but I never feel well or happy. I am whatever remains of the distraught remnants of a optimistic young kid. 

Each and every kid is incredibly blue pilled. Isn't that incredible? None of us were born blackpill. 

Years of Disney Channel and Pixar naturally make kids blue pilled. Like Eggman said, you kids are living in la la land. Everyone ends up prince and princess yet? I'm afraid it is not quite so simple nowadays.

 

[nausea]

what's the worst depression you had? describe it

 

[blackpill_incel]

One could see my depression the way I push the revolving door at work. I have a slump to it. When someone follows into the door they push the door really hard, like they have energy to spend. 

It is in my posture. Normies erect their backs. Mine is limp. 

I am not fat per se but I'm average weight. No big muscles like Chad. Back in high school while Chad had football practice after school I had to go to work. Wealthy people are privelaged. 

But ya I haven't told anyone on this forum but I never feel well or happy. I am whatever remains of the distraught remnants of a optimistic young kid. 

Each and every kid is incredibly blue pilled. Isn't that incredible? None of us were born blackpill. 

Years of Disney Channel and Pixar naturally make kids blue pilled. Like Eggman said, you kids are living in la la land. Everyone ends up prince and princess yet? I'm afraid it is not quite so simple nowadays.

I was so depressed at one point I didn't eat for days and didn't get out of bed

 

[PM_ME_STRIPPERS]

depression is just so shit, add that with inceldom its just extreme suicidefuel. No stacey or even average woman would be able to live with themselves if they were in our situation, they would kill themselves in their teenage years.

 

[nausea]

I have attempted 2 times eh

 

[Kointo]

Aren't we all? I feel for you, brother.

 

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depression is just so shit, add that with inceldom its just extreme suicidefuel. No stacey or even average woman would be able to live with themselves if they were in our situation, they would kill themselves in their teenage years.

Normies are so far beyond the comprehension of social isolation and banishment that we face. The concept of inceldom is absolutely incomprehensible.

 

[sepelion]

It gets worse, so you better find something to get you out of bed.

 

[Megaman]

Have you tried therapy or an antidepressant?

 

[satoshisacuck]

STOP MASTURBATING everyday

 

[Kointo]

STOP MASTURBATING everyday

So true! #NoFap got me 8 bitcoins in one day!!! It's solved all my problems!!!

 

[satoshisacuck]

So true! #NoFap got me 8 bitcoins in one day!!! It's solved all my problems!!!

It's a fucking start. You could be rich if you read up on trading algorithms and technical analysis or how to do sentimental analysis. Maybe even holding.

Stop masturbating and instead use your rage against femoids to further the incel cause or atleast make yourself rich so that you can escortcel

 

[Kointo]

It's a fucking start. You could be rich if you read up on trading algorithms and technical analysis or how to do sentimental analysis. Maybe even holding.

Stop masturbating and instead use your rage against femoids to further the incel cause or atleast make yourself rich so that you can escortcel

I barely ever masturbate. Maybe once a week at the most. I'm just a lazy cunt.

 

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STOP MASTURBATING everyday

HAVENT for a week now. InshAllah i will not. it's so easy to not anymore. simply going to the masjid and doing a prayer there completely stops it. Alhamdulillah, Islam is the best cope.

 

[Hunter]

ACC

 

[vancha986]

HAVENT for a week now. InshAllah i will not. it's so easy to not anymore. simply going to the masjid and doing a prayer there completely stops it. Alhamdulillah, Islam is the best cope.

That is so great that you have a strong cope that clears your mind off the filth. I don't have any type strong cope and I am always thinking about loneliness and depression and suicidal thoughts.

 

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That is so great that you have a strong cope that clears your mind off the filth. I don't have any type strong cope and I am always thinking about loneliness and depression and suicidal thoughts.

i find there to be a direct correlation with the amount you pray vs the amount of anger and frustration you feel.

i was so broken that i couldnt pray for a month. went out to Jummah and saw all of my fellow brothers. you can almost not feel sad in the moment.

half of them are virgins like me. all of them share the same values as me. it is wonderful.

 

[nausea]

no islamic places here ((((((((

 

[Deleted member 236]

I have attempted 2 times eh

How'd they go?

 

[nausea]

How'd they go?

first time was fueled by desperation so it failed

second time was prompted by desperation but I controlled myself and acted somewhat rational, cops intervened

 

[Sparrow's Song]

no islamic places here ((((((((

It's sketchy to go to a masjid in the US, probably have gov perps lurking. We only have two in my metro area, one in pretty nice and one is an old house. We don't even have a Moorish Science Temple despite our 51%black population. Good to have a community of like mided people who have your back.

 

[Deleted member 236]

first time was fueled by desperation so it failed

second time was prompted by desperation but I controlled myself and acted somewhat rational, cops intervened

What method? Surviving and having to deal with people afterwards would be the worst, for me.

 

[nausea]

What method? Surviving and having to deal with people afterwards would be the worst, for me.

worst thing was avoiding the psych ward seclusion

 

[poorcel]

Normies are so far beyond the comprehension of social isolation and banishment that we face. The concept of inceldom is absolutely incomprehensible.

This. Still remember the summer of 16 where I didn’t talk to anyone for 2 months because my parents went on a vacation. Some days I just woke up, thought about my shitty life and then saw how al my high school colleagues have gfs and bfs, cry myself back to sleep. At one point I just realized the depression will nevertheless go away so I just go on with life trying to cope with coding.

 

[nausea]

This. Still remember the summer of 16 where I didn’t talk to anyone for 2 months because my parents went on a vacation. Some days I just woke up, thought about my shitty life and then saw how al my high school colleagues have gfs and bfs, cry myself back to sleep. At one point I just realized the depression will nevertheless go away so I just go on with life trying to cope with coding.

yes depression is permanent

 

[Newbite]

Thats like a prerequisite for posting here