I’m so beyond stages of Inceldom that I often forget how bad it is

[Eternatus]

Like Ive moved to this translucent blackpill where I live inside my brain and define my own personal reality of convoluted thoughts and vainglory, all while being a miserable retarded deformed quiet nobody, failed student, failed worker, failed music producer, this life isn’t mine anymore so I made a parallel one in the inside of my head, literally it gets mixed up with reality Im not present here.

But when I manage to come back from it I realize what’s about me and I wish to escape from my flesh. The word “Incel” feels reductive to describe how I really feel about myself, almost like a compliment, like I managed to partake in something tangible within my desperation.

 

[CRASH THE CUCK]

 

[aks74u]

Sorry for all this you go through. What else can we do. We are screwed. Wish there was more to life. It just shows that however this universe was built it all began from the core of evil. I can't believe how would a world like this be allowed to exist. I go through shit too and at the moment i live with a fat retarded balding roommate (guy) he is a litreal annoying shithead there is so much i can say about him but I'll keep it short whenever i try to sleep this dog plays his tiktok videos on full volume and even when he's on call he speaks so loud volume max. I can't evem sleep. This freak is digging his own grave by acting like a complete disrespectful prick. It's like he has zero self awareness, no consideration for others at all or either it's deliberate. I'm stuck with this fat prick for i don't know how long i really want to leave but with my head being fucked by the normies from my previous job, im completely broken. The only reason i lived with this fat idiot is becuase we split the rent and at that time it was like the only affordable option for me which was a regret later when i come to realise this. I honestly feel so done got no one decent in my life. All my childhood friends turned out to be normie money chasing losers, these were the type of friends i would be there for anytime I'd order food or buy games for them etc. To this day i still wish they even say hi and care about me existing but they don't. maybe they think they are too cool or something. With all this going on i don't have no courage left or hope to even wage slave so i can move out. I'm feel stuck i just wish something changes.

 

[Nithingr]

 

[GloomyGhoul]

Like Ive moved to this translucent blackpill where I live inside my brain and define my own personal reality of convoluted thoughts and vainglory, all while being a miserable retarded deformed quiet nobody, failed student, failed worker, failed music producer, this life isn’t mine anymore so I made a parallel one in the inside of my head, literally it gets mixed up with reality Im not present here.

But when I manage to come back from it I realize what’s about me and I wish to escape from my flesh. The word “Incel” feels reductive to describe how I really feel about myself, almost like a compliment, like I managed to partake in something tangible within my desperation.

I’ve gotten used to imagining my ideal existence to the point where I spend half my time fantasizing about what could be. But I’m always reminded none of it is real and that just makes me wanna end things. I’m ugly, mentally ill, and no one would ever stoop to my subhuman level…

 

[GloomyGhoul]

Sorry for all this you go through. What else can we do. We are screwed. Wish there was more to life. It just shows that however this universe was built it all began from the core of evil. I can't believe how would a world like this be allowed to exist. I go through shit too and at the moment i live with a fat retarded balding roommate (guy) he is a litreal annoying shithead there is so much i can say about him but I'll keep it short whenever i try to sleep this dog plays his tiktok videos on full volume and even when he's on call he speaks so loud volume max. I can't evem sleep. This freak is digging his own grave by acting like a complete disrespectful prick. It's like he has zero self awareness, no consideration for others at all or either it's deliberate. I'm stuck with this fat prick for i don't know how long i really want to leave but with my head being fucked by the normies from my previous job, im completely broken. The only reason i lived with this fat idiot is becuase we split the rent and at that time it was like the only affordable option for me which was a regret later when i come to realise this. I honestly feel so done got no one decent in my life. All my childhood friends turned out to be normie money chasing losers, these were the type of friends i would be there for anytime I'd order food or buy games for them etc. To this day i still wish they even say hi and care about me existing but they don't. maybe they think they are too cool or something. With all this going on i don't have no courage left or hope to even wage slave so i can move out. I'm feel stuck i just wish something changes.

I always wonder if I did something astronomically reprehensible in a past life to live this miserable existence

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

Sorry for all this you go through. What else can we do. We are screwed. Wish there was more to life. It just shows that however this universe was built it all began from the core of evil. I can't believe how would a world like this be allowed to exist. I go through shit too and at the moment i live with a fat retarded balding roommate (guy) he is a litreal annoying shithead there is so much i can say about him but I'll keep it short whenever i try to sleep this dog plays his tiktok videos on full volume and even when he's on call he speaks so loud volume max. I can't evem sleep. This freak is digging his own grave by acting like a complete disrespectful prick. It's like he has zero self awareness, no consideration for others at all or either it's deliberate. I'm stuck with this fat prick for i don't know how long i really want to leave but with my head being fucked by the normies from my previous job, im completely broken. The only reason i lived with this fat idiot is becuase we split the rent and at that time it was like the only affordable option for me which was a regret later when i come to realise this. I honestly feel so done got no one decent in my life. All my childhood friends turned out to be normie money chasing losers, these were the type of friends i would be there for anytime I'd order food or buy games for them etc. To this day i still wish they even say hi and care about me existing but they don't. maybe they think they are too cool or something. With all this going on i don't have no courage left or hope to even wage slave so i can move out. I'm feel stuck i just wish something changes.

Being a NEET incel has completely blunted my affect so now the only thing that seriously angers me anymore is having my silence/sleep disturbed, it's fucking unbearable. Tell fatty to use some headphones, I'm convinced that people who blare their shit from their phone speakers for all to hear with zero regard to those around them aren't real human beings. Hopefully you're able to get out of there soon because it sounds like a pain in the ass to deal with.

 

[aks74u]

Being a NEET incel has completely blunted my affect so now the only thing that seriously angers me anymore is having my silence/sleep disturbed, it's fucking unbearable. Tell fatty to use some headphones, I'm convinced that people who blare their shit from their phone speakers for all to hear with zero regard to those around them aren't real human beings. Hopefully you're able to get out of there soon because it sounds like a pain in the ass to deal with.

I'll keep this comment in mind and thank you for the hopes.

 

[Spiteful Mutant]

I'll keep this comment in mind and thank you for the hopes.

 

[Izayacel]

Being a NEET incel has completely blunted my affect so now the only thing that seriously angers me anymore is having my silence/sleep disturbed, it's fucking unbearable. Tell fatty to use some headphones, I'm convinced that people who blare their shit from their phone speakers for all to hear with zero regard to those around them aren't real human beings. Hopefully you're able to get out of there soon because it sounds like a pain in the ass to deal with.