I don’t really know how to conquer my loneliness

[Eternatus]

Im alone, not the fictionally cinematic cool doomer guy solitude, Im truly lonely, I mastered every question about the purpose of my existence and tamed my feelings to become this docile worker slave, in the hope of escaping far to a far remote location one day. But I fall back to the same old expectations, the same trauma, the same fears that I’ve met years ago.

Why am I like this, truly, what’s going on with me?

Please Lord save me from this pain, I don’t ask for much but the composure I’ve been longing my entire life. That’s fine for me to die alone, just don’t make me be so miserable, so hurtful and destroyed.

Please Lord, listen to my prayers, there’s no other price I’m looking for other than dignity.

I failed, take this roaming scrap that is my flesh and bring it somewhere safe.

 

[Caichan]

You can not

 

[Dollfucker]

Lord isnt gonna listen to us he wants us to suffer

 

[Icarus]

Nigga why would god help you when he's the one who made you this way in the first place?

He's the one who gave you your genetics, he's the one who built this fucked up system.

Why pray to an entity that does not care?

 

[DeformedDysgenicCel]

Im alone, not the fictionally cinematic cool doomer guy solitude, Im truly lonely, I mastered every question about the purpose of my existence and tamed my feelings to become this docile worker slave, in the hope of escaping far to a far remote location one day. But I fall back to the same old expectations, the same trauma, the same fears that I’ve met years ago.

Why am I like this, truly, what’s going on with me?

Please Lord save me from this pain, I don’t ask for much but the composure I’ve been longing my entire life. That’s fine for me to die alone, just don’t make me be so miserable, so hurtful and destroyed.

Please Lord, listen to my prayers, there’s no other price I’m looking for other than dignity.

I failed, take this roaming scrap that is my flesh and bring it somewhere safe.

Loneliness is not conquearable. Once one is truely lonely, there is no way to conquer it if you can't fulfill your void by being cursed with inceldom. If you don't have anyone and no blood related people by your side, so then loneliness conqueared you and loneliness is following you everywhere. One must not conquer loneliness, but to adapt to it. If you don't adapt to it, then nature, physiology and biology will come for your heart and mind.

 

[LostSoulUK]

I hear ya, most days I want to die. Loneliness and mental health problems go hand in hand. I go days without sleep which is a major trigger to the depths of my depression. Fuck this life, I hate it so much, I've suffered long enough, I want it to end already.