I'm seriously numb to it all.

[Kokoro]

It is just tiring at this point. I don't know why I continue to live. My heart contains hope... but deep down I know I have no hope of being loved by another person. It used to hurt so bad to release this fact... Now I just sit here and rot.

 

[Deleted member 14430]

Why did you take such a long break and what brought you back?

 

[Michael15651]

I just hope that there’s a change on of these days even though it’s impossible.

 

[Kokoro]

Why did you take such a long break and what brought you back?

Mental health. I was bluepilled for a lot of my life and exposure to the blackpill every day really fucked me up. I couldn't function at all. I was virtually isolated for months, living off my parents money. I tried to find people to talk to online but I couldn't get along with anyone outside of blackpill connected communities, so I just decided to come back.

 

[Deleted member 16455]

Mental health. I was bluepilled for a lot of my life and exposure to the blackpill every day really fucked me up. I couldn't function at all. I was virtually isolated for months, living off my parents money. I tried to find people to talk to online but I couldn't get along with anyone outside of blackpill connected communities, so I just decided to come back.

I feel you. I think about suicide everyday because of racepill/blackpill. Don’t think I can make it past 25