fukmylyf said:
how often do you see them now? Is it affordable in the long-term? Someone here suggested seeing escorts once a week, but that doesn't seem realistic to me.
I'm considering doing it once per two weeks and I make about 70-90k per year, can break six figures if I want to do overtime. Live in the US.
Honestly, I have fuck all else to do with the money. My life right now is just working in some atomized corporate environment where I'll never have to worry about job security due to demand. I work because otherwise I'd lay at home LDARing in depression on a bed, but working keeps me busy and not thinking about my lonely life. It almost makes me believe for a few moments those coworkers that I casually chat with to pass the time actually give a shit about me rather than chatting to pass the time.
After I pay for a studio apartment rent, and my car that's paid off just needs insurance payments of 60/mo, (modest, nothing fancy, I don't want to attract gold digging whores), there's nothing left. I'm piling up cash with no ambition whatsoever.
The rest of the normies blow it on travel, or dating sluts hoping for an obligatory BJ they will never get and if they do it'll be a lot more time and money than Chad spent, and a lot less passionate (she'd blow a normie for scorekeeping, but she blows Chad out of "desire tingles").
The MGTOW faggots would convince us all that we should "take up hobbies". Yeah, okay, you go fly a kite you fucktards, or go do whatever other shit. It'll never thwart the fact that you live in solitude alone and part of the human condition is acceptance by others. Your kite you fly or whatever you fucking hobbyists do won't tell you how much they love you, how much you mean to them, won't have photos taken with you of special moments to gaze back on when you're both older.
That's the entire reason everyone busts ass in this bullshit "self-improvement" TRP myth of horseshit normies buy into, because they know everything else is shitty when loneliness and social rejection, and the associated shame among your peers who know you're a single aging loser who nobody wants, is your reality.
"You're nobody til somebody loves you... You're nobody til somebody cares"
Go look at the loneliness on the faces of those guys you see at the gym who are regulars. They're regulars because they're wasting time there trying to improve their chances on this self-improvement lie. Multiplying your original chances, which were zero, times any exponential effort, still ends up with zero chance.
In other words, if you weren't getting blown by your teachers in high school, you're a loser, fuck off. If you're not LDARing now, you should be, so go read the news story about these hot thot teachers fucking their students who don't have anything but a learners driving permit, then go tell me about your gym goals or career goals to be more attractive.
SHE WILL NEVER LOVE YOU IF YOU GAIN ACCESSORIES, BUT RATHER USE YOU FOR THE ACCESSORIES. If you don't have the looks that trigger a woman's urge to reproduce on a primal level, then you are a fucking GRADE A RETARD if you treat sex as anything more than a business negotiation with you paying directly to save your time and money.
