22 not old,but I think not young either
But whats worse? A lifetime of mental pain or a few seconds of physical pain and hopefully eternal darkness with no consciousness
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No one can stop you if you've decided to rope. Anywas hope it ends quickly and painlessly
You really underestimate how painful dying is. Is like 1000x worse than any pain u can have in this life
I am smart but I am impulsive and greedy, my smarts will waste and my brain will rot before passing its knowledge to a single soul…
Well we got internet so to me basis of my dream life would be total loneliness with possibility of buying internet to contact some people if I need to
But whats worse? A lifetime of mental pain or a few seconds of physical pain and hopefully eternal darkness with no concio7
Yea nah I know.. I didn't post it to get sympathy or people trying to stop me from it,but rather to see if anyone else is also in the same boat and just say goodbye to the only community that gets me
I want you to tell me more because I want to understand your position, isn’t it paradoxical? Because you want to rope because you rationally see that death has less cost than life, but on other hand you love yourself enough to think about what is more beneficial and you need to realize your self will disintegrate after death and you will not be conscious enough to perceive benefit you got from dying, so death is biggest loss possible in contrast to life in which mere existence can bring faint pleasure
I think I have the same fantasy,but without any internet. Just nature,some football pitch and animals around me
It may be mental effect of depression not necessarily malfunction of pain nerves
I agree yeah, I have fantasy of being invisible instead of hated and hunted, to put it simply
Sometimes the only pleasure,is the displeasure to not be,yk xd. But to be honest,rationally it's because I don't wanna outlive my parents since I'm a depressed bum with no future. And the pleasure I feel,the little things that are making me happy are fleeting. Sure you could argue,why not prolong it, since you can't feel anything after you pass. But the imagination of staring in a mirror being old and in this situation is just to brutal
It's kinda beautiful how this place we are born into would be perfect without other humans and just nature xd
I outlived my parents, still didn’t rope. I am not talking of pleasure coming from things, but mere survival instinct, in which existence itself brings pleasure.
You can dm me if you need to share more but not want to spam here
Because our problem is being lowest in social hierarchy but if there was no social hierarchy we would be on top, as only humans in nearest locality, that’s how I see it
The thing is.. acne is what started it, but I went to a dermatologist that is based and tells you the truth instead of giving you the same copy paste bs. And it turns out I have seb derm, which is a chronic inflammation where your face just looks like shit all the time. I can't even look in a mirror at daylight without being disgusted
Yea sure,can do. Your situation is really interesting.. I kinda wanna know what keeps you going still
Probably being mentalcel detached from reality
I think the biggest problem is lust.. if foids didn't exist we would have nothing to prove and there would be less bullying. I can't name a single foid irl,that was nice without wanting something from me
Foids abuse me mentally regularly, they abuse all men, I was in grocery store and there was man a bit fat and chopped but with wife and kids and grocery store cashier Foid told him that he should carry groceries not his wife, foids are murderers and abusers, I don’t really hate anything except foids, I desire them sexually tho
Same but I'm really self aware about my situation,so it evens it out. Also having someone in my family as an example makes me more in touch of what my future would look like
Don't do it if you're smart enough to make a living
I am not self aware enough, maybe that’s why I keep living
You seem smart and likeable tho, not that you are mentalcel to the point of it being an obstacle in life, in my opinion, as you are coherent
because i put effort into not being a GrAYcel, im a veteran now niggER
Yep, I despise foids with every bit of whatever heart I have left. I feel like they have some sort of joy making men that aren't in the top 10% feel like roping is the only way
You aint doing shit nigga
You defend pedophilia nigger, thats why i told you to meet the rope
They hate all men even chads they openly call for genocide of all men
Have u even tried accutane or anything else? dont use cerave its cancerous slop even tho it semi works. I feel you with the mirror thing. But genuinely dont rope bro
Stop abusing people here, we should all have solidarity
I think that's our main difference.. I've been really self aware since I dropped out of highschool. It's even worse when you have adhd since it's mental torture to do anything without wanting to rip your head off
What method are you using?
I mean what do you mean self aware, if you mean beating realist then I am not
Nah, lately I just tried mct oil or whatever I got prescribed from my dermatologist. But what would Accutane do against redness? I think my biggest issue is just inflammation with no pimples and probably the worst skin structure oat
Helium tank
Helium available in market got oxygen added to it
It can leave you mutilated and alive
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Yea that and also seeing your situation from a different perspective. Not just neutral.. imagine seeing yourself on the street,but you are someone else. What would you think of that person. That's the kinda self awareness I'm talking about
Pls send aaaaaaaah
I feel like laughing when I do, as my life as a movie would be dark comedy
That’s quite rare and valuable skill, and essence of stoicism in a way
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i'm not falling for the bait again mr. dollfucker
Have you tried geomaxxing in soylippines
tbh geomaxxing is just escorts with extra steps isn’t it
Really rare if you buy a kit and if there are zero leaks. It might be the best method,unless you have a gun
I'll give you my ssl rocket league account plssss xd
It still contains added oxygen especially for purpose of people not roping using it which can make your brain oxygen deprived but not enough to die
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