incelerated
Looks don't matter, luck does
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Hey guys.
As some of you may know from my previous threads I'm going through a pretty intense crisis right now.
I feel like I've been livingin this bubble my whole life and all the sudden this bubble has burst and now I'm suddenly in the middle of life but so far behind everyone else.
I don't know what happened maybe me getting older, or maybe getting a job and having to spend the day outside my room, or maybe the internet being cut a lot lately in Iran and me having to live in the real world. Probably all of that combined.
If you're a shut-in NEET you know what I mean by living in a bubble. I feel like this bubble has burst right now and I'm terrified. I don't know maybe some chemicals in my brain changed. It's like I'm seeing life as I had never seen it. I've never felt this way before.
It's insane. I see all these people and I look at myself and for the first time I'm asking Why am I so different? Why did I miss out on so many things? It's like 13 years of my life is just now hitting me. How I wasted it. How I spent 13 years in front of my computer and did nothing else. I hyperventilate just thinking about it.
I don't wanna bore you anymore with my post so that's it. I have to change. I wanna do the opposite of what I've been doing so far. And for starters I wanna reduce the time I spend on the internet and my computer.
So I'm requesting a ban here.
I'm also leaving a discord group that I really like and I've been a member of for a long time.
This might actually be goodbye.
To be honest I very much hope that it is.
Goodbye and good luck friends.
As some of you may know from my previous threads I'm going through a pretty intense crisis right now.
I feel like I've been livingin this bubble my whole life and all the sudden this bubble has burst and now I'm suddenly in the middle of life but so far behind everyone else.
I don't know what happened maybe me getting older, or maybe getting a job and having to spend the day outside my room, or maybe the internet being cut a lot lately in Iran and me having to live in the real world. Probably all of that combined.
If you're a shut-in NEET you know what I mean by living in a bubble. I feel like this bubble has burst right now and I'm terrified. I don't know maybe some chemicals in my brain changed. It's like I'm seeing life as I had never seen it. I've never felt this way before.
It's insane. I see all these people and I look at myself and for the first time I'm asking Why am I so different? Why did I miss out on so many things? It's like 13 years of my life is just now hitting me. How I wasted it. How I spent 13 years in front of my computer and did nothing else. I hyperventilate just thinking about it.
I don't wanna bore you anymore with my post so that's it. I have to change. I wanna do the opposite of what I've been doing so far. And for starters I wanna reduce the time I spend on the internet and my computer.
So I'm requesting a ban here.
I'm also leaving a discord group that I really like and I've been a member of for a long time.
This might actually be goodbye.
To be honest I very much hope that it is.
Goodbye and good luck friends.
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