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Draconian Times
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I have never been the handsome one, or the tall one, or the popular one.
Throughout my adolescence, the characteristic I was complimented upon the most was my intelligence. I realized years later that I am not as intelligent as I thought or as I would like to be.
So I exaggerated. I debated people to prove a point to myself. Being called intelligent was my source of dopamine.
But now I can say I'm finally free. I sacrificed my ego. I'm not so intelligent. My IQ isn't that high. I'm a midwit. That's all.
I feel like I've lifted a weight from my chest.
Throughout my adolescence, the characteristic I was complimented upon the most was my intelligence. I realized years later that I am not as intelligent as I thought or as I would like to be.
So I exaggerated. I debated people to prove a point to myself. Being called intelligent was my source of dopamine.
But now I can say I'm finally free. I sacrificed my ego. I'm not so intelligent. My IQ isn't that high. I'm a midwit. That's all.
I feel like I've lifted a weight from my chest.