Serious I’m not meant to enjoy my life as an adult

[cinderogre]

My childhood was incredibly difficult, and I had hoped things would improve when I turned 18. While some things may have changed, I'm now facing new challenges and pressures, particularly the feeling that I'm not meant to enjoy life. This is becoming increasingly difficult to bear, and I'm struggling with the idea of accepting this as my fate.

 

[Grodd]

Impossible to enjoy life as a sub 5 unless you're bluepilled and delusional

 

[cinderogre]

Impossible to enjoy life as a sub 5 unless you're bluepilled and delusional

I've been trying to ignore what's going on by, like, gooning and setting expectations for what I will do in the future. But honestly, it's just a temporary escape. It doesn't actually fix anything, just kinda makes me numb for a bit.

 

[Nerocel]

Do you go to the gym?

 

[BlueCore]

Impossible to enjoy life as a sub 5 unless you're bluepilled and delusional

 

[cinderogre]

Do you go to the gym?

No.I’m skinny fat with lots of body hair like the one from planet of the apes

 

[Nerocel]

No.I’m skinny fat with lots of body hair like the one from planet of the apes

You should start, it's the only thing that actually makes me feel better. its better than to just LDAR.

 

[Pancakecel]

Impossible to enjoy life as a sub 5 unless you're bluepilled and delusional