i will die soon, i can't live in endless pain like this.
I'm not very experienced with alcohol, but shouldn't you be using vodka to get drunk if your budget is limited?
If his mom was really that nurturing and a good parent i don't think he wouldve ended up as an incel alcoholic
They will give him benzodiazepines then for dellirium tremens.
I like to constantly drink. beer is better for that. Sipping on beer all day.
Switch to Energy Drinks and coping with PC or Gaming,
i drink energy drinks sometimes, but only alcohol can numb my brain
Just dilute the alcohol theory?
My life is pathetic, but i can't stop it now. If i stop drinking my ocd will kill me. I have to live a while longer. Worry not. i will end it all eventually.JFL thinking beer will kill you
Listen: you either go to the focken rehab and fix your shit together a bit, or might as well just grab a rope right now and end it.
Aren't you tired humiliating yourself like this? We all know that you are going trough some serious shit, but hanging in this limbo just prolongs your misery. There is no magic benevolent being that will pull you out of this mess. Seriously, do the minimal required at least not to have your mother as your enemy and try to form a somewhat cope full life for yourself from there for as long as it is bearable. If not, then just end it already. The trajectory you have taken will only lead you to lower lows.
Are medicated? What are your compulsions and obsessions?
It's a semi-legal plant that's similar to opioids but nowhere near as addictive as heroin, oxy, etc. Depending on the strain it gives a nice energizing buzz or with higher doses its more of a relaxant. Typically it comes as a chalky green powder you can mix in a drink or "parachute"
Contamination ocd. i'm not medicated. SSRIs ruined my life. I had a mental breakdown cause of them. I have to check every thing i dee m contaminated to see if it isn't. Like checking the clothes i wear or checking my hands all the time
You have a reddit account?
Have you had any therapy that tries to normalize your exposure to dirty things?
I only been to therapy once, but it was a woman and i hate her with every part of my soul. I know that behavioral therapy might help me but it costs a lot. I twould cost me 1/3 of my payckeck. And i don't believe those people will help me.
Poland has public health care. Surely you dont have to go to private shit and spend money?
Public health care is a joke here and you will only get it if you are employed. i'm not. If i was after a couple months maybe i'd get a visit with some bitch that will just count the time i leave. It's pointless tbh. Worthless people should just die.
Get a part time job and healthcare coverage. You can request a male therapist(dont be a retard and only talk about your ocd).
Feelsbadman, is there a cure
Not really. SSRIs help some, but they only made things worse for me. Some people are just doomed to a lfie of pain.
If you really want to drink yourself to death you're gonna have to step up your game. Start buying liquor.
I'm just going to block you dude lol
