I've tried enough times to quit porn and masturbation since I was 15 to now 25 with very little success. I've wasted tons of mental energy over the years focusing so much on quitting and using porn at the expense of every other area of my life like a retard. HYPERFIXATED. I think this hyper fixation is what led to me become mentally ill and depressed. Made me think I had no control over myself or my life when I do (maybe just not in this area currently...) I just want to be able to beat off to degenerate shit and not care anymore and focus on new things in my day-to-day life... Who would I be hurting? It's not like I'm watching CP or something. And it's not like NoFap is going to turn me into some Chad with special pheromones to attract tons of women. So, fuck all these goody 2 shoes self-help and religious fucks who want me to feel guilt and shame for this. That never helped me in fact up to this point it has ruined my quality of life to the extreme. These last 10 years of my life would have been so much better and easier if I just let myself enjoy using porn and beating off to cope with my inceldom BECAUSE I DO LOL. I swear to God I'm never going to waste my time trying to quit porn or fapping again unless by some miracle I get a girlfriend to have sex with which I definitely don't count on happening. I've got to start seeing NoFap and NoPorn as ANTI-COPE for me personally. This should take a whole lot of weight off my shoulders that I've been carrying around with me for far too long.
