SuicideFuel I'm literally going insane from boredom and loneliness

[Deleted member 35476]

At this point i dont even care at all about women or having sex or whatever, i just want some friends. I really want to hang out but i have no one to hang out with. I wish i had a group of friends who invite me to shit and enjoy being with me, i wish i could travel with friends, i wish i could find someone to hang out with who likes to hang out with me, i just wish i wasn't alone all the time. And the most brutal thing about this is that with my shit tier genes and non existent social skills and high inhibit i will never ever have any friends until i die. NEVER EVER NO MATTER WHAT I DO IT'S OVER UNLESS I REROLL LIFE WITH BETTER GENES AND ENVIRONMENT


I just can't take it anymore. If it wasn't for my family and cat i would rope myself on the spot

 

[ReplaceMyJuice]

Same here. You're not alone in this

 

[Meus]

Very based

 

[Deleted member 35476]

 

[Linesnap99]

maybe u can go for a walk

 

[Sadandangrycel]

Enjoy being alone it's all you will ever have

 

[Netzachcel]

try shrooms , with high doses you can meet extradimensional beings , if you focus your mind on your ideal waifu while tripping there is a good chance you can meet her and talk to her in your trip

 

[Paranoidcel]

try shrooms

Where do u buy?

 

[Negroid Berber]

just go outside inkwell and talk to strangers, they will surely befriend you

 

[Netzachcel]

Where do u buy?

i grow them , just search sporetraders and go to shroomery for tutorials

 

[AmIjustDreaming]

same man

 

[OwlGod]

psychosis is probably rare, I felt like a demigod

 

[Mecoja]

try shrooms , with high doses you can meet extradimensional beings , if you focus your mind on your ideal waifu while tripping there is a good chance you can meet her and talk to her in your trip

Sounds interesting, any name of the shrooms i can get legally?

 

[simply_over]

Same here. I barely have anyone to text or hang out with. My mental problems make it almost impossible to be social anyway. I'm going to die soon so who cares anyway.

 

[Deleted member 35476]

Same here. I barely have anyone to text or hang out with. My mental problems make it almost impossible to be social anyway. I'm going to die soon so who cares anyway.

how are you planning to rope my friend

 

[kanyepilled]

me too. waiting on this kanye album

 

[Netzachcel]

Sounds interesting, any name of the shrooms i can get legally?

You can legally buy gourmet shrooms like agaricus bisporus or shiitake in normal stores , For actives you must buy spore syringes/prints , they are 100% legal.

 

[404Shawty]

try Allopregnanolone

 

[simply_over]

how are you planning to rope my friend

First I'm going to try various medications for my bipolar. If none of them fix my chemical imbalance, I'm going to request euthanasia. Unfortunately part of being genetic trash is having a brain that isnt functioning correctly. Oh well, I just hope they give it to me. If not, I will find another suicide method. See you all in incelhallah my friends.

 

[Mecoja]

You can legally buy gourmet shrooms like agaricus bisporus or shiitake in normal stores , For actives you must buy spore syringes/prints , they are 100% legal.

I will look into it.

 

[Netzachcel]

I will look into it.

just make sure you order from a trusted vendor

 

[Deleted member 35476]

First I'm going to try various medications for my bipolar. If none of them fix my chemical imbalance, I'm going to request euthanasia. Unfortunately part of being genetic trash is having a brain that isnt functioning correctly. Oh well, I just hope they give it to me. If not, I will find another suicide method. See you all in incelhallah my friends.

I hope you will succeed in your journey and find peace eventually bro

 

[AlexanderTheGreat11]

I'm lost

 

[TallCelFag]

Do some cardio or go for walks, it reducing the pain

 

[erenyeager]

the world is dead brother.

 

[0Energy0Happyness]

Me too every day I get more schizo and angry, this is fuck man it's like my brain is getting worse every day

 

[ERadicator]

It's over for lynxcels

 

[BornToLose]

For actives you must buy spore syringes/prints , they are 100% legal.

Are they easy to grow? And is it then hit or miss with how much you'll end up with?

 

[Netzachcel]

Are they easy to grow? And is it then hit or miss with how much you'll end up with?

Is more easy than growing weed.

 

[IsolationHurts]

Same. Im literally and demonstrably going insane due to absolute isolation. But this western society prefers to let me go insane and treat me with drugs than hand me a wife or just some friends. How am i not supposed to be a fucking alcoholic? I cant do anything outside my house because i have literally nobody. Fuck my life.

 

[Mentally lost cel]

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At this point i dont even care at all about women or having sex or whatever, i just want some friends. I really want to hang out but i have no one to hang out with. I wish i had a group of friends who invite me to shit and enjoy being with me, i wish i could travel with friends, i wish i could find someone to hang out with who likes to hang out with me, i just wish i wasn't alone all the time. And the most brutal thing about this is that with my shit tier genes and non existent social skills and high inhibit i will never ever have any friends until i die. NEVER EVER NO MATTER WHAT I DO IT'S OVER UNLESS I REROLL LIFE WITH BETTER GENES AND ENVIRONMENT


I just can't take it anymore. If it wasn't for my family and cat i would rope myself on the spot

You sound like me

 

[Native]

i grow them , just search sporetraders and go to shroomery for tutorials

Based mushroomcel how the fuck did you get into growing shrooms jfl

Same. Im literally and demonstrably going insane due to absolute isolation. But this western society prefers to let me go insane and treat me with drugs than hand me a wife or just some friends. How am i not supposed to be a fucking alcoholic? I cant do anything outside my house because i have literally nobody. Fuck my life.

Dude I didn’t know people could end up like this until I became this way and then suddenly realized I felt lonely. How am I supposed to live? I feel like life is so excruciatingly painful I don’t get the point of it. I genuinely can’t see the point of living 80 years on earth because I have a hard time visioning the future for myself because as far as I can tell it’s going to be exactly the same as I am now. Basically if I don’t have a girlfriend or kids or anything, what the fuck is the point of it all? I already have a job, a car, a house, I don’t want to travel alone. I don’t even have a purpose to live by myself. I just am the same person with the same problems wherever I go and whatever I do. There is no solution and I fucking hate it at work when someone asks me what my future is going to be. I don’t fucking know, and hardly see a reason to care seeing that as far as I can tell, I’m just waiting until I die, whenever the fuck that is.

 

[simply_over]

I hope you will succeed in your journey and find peace eventually bro

Appreciate it brocel. We're all gonna make it some day.

 

[Lonelycel21]

At this point i dont even care at all about women or having sex or whatever, i just want some friends. I really want to hang out but i have no one to hang out with. I wish i had a group of friends who invite me to shit and enjoy being with me, i wish i could travel with friends, i wish i could find someone to hang out with who likes to hang out with me, i just wish i wasn't alone all the time. And the most brutal thing about this is that with my shit tier genes and non existent social skills and high inhibit i will never ever have any friends until i die. NEVER EVER NO MATTER WHAT I DO IT'S OVER UNLESS I REROLL LIFE WITH BETTER GENES AND ENVIRONMENT


I just can't take it anymore. If it wasn't for my family and cat i would rope myself on the spot

Same here my fellow cel, it's a curse we are all born with . It's better to rope

 

[TheGreatCatsby]

Basically this. Loneliness and social isolation is the root cause of my hellish life, that and my porn addiction. Im in my room 24/7 studying, sleeping or fapping

 

[Transcended Trucel]

You need play visual novels and social simulators like Persona 5 royal. You can experience a social life via this method. it's what I have been doing as cope

 

[suckdick]

brutal

 

[Netzachcel]

Based mushroomcel how the fuck did you get into growing shrooms jfl

Dude I didn’t know people could end up like this until I became this way and then suddenly realized I felt lonely. How am I supposed to live? I feel like life is so excruciatingly painful I don’t get the point of it. I genuinely can’t see the point of living 80 years on earth because I have a hard time visioning the future for myself because as far as I can tell it’s going to be exactly the same as I am now. Basically if I don’t have a girlfriend or kids or anything, what the fuck is the point of it all? I already have a job, a car, a house, I don’t want to travel alone. I don’t even have a purpose to live by myself. I just am the same person with the same problems wherever I go and whatever I do. There is no solution and I fucking hate it at work when someone asks me what my future is going to be. I don’t fucking know, and hardly see a reason to care seeing that as far as I can tell, I’m just waiting until I die, whenever the fuck that is.

Long story short , When i was a kid...long before i had internet i readed a magazine about a oaxacan shaman maria sabina , Years later i discovered that spores are legal and i decided to give it a try.

 

[starcrapoo]

Same here. I have zero social life. Ngl though I wish I had friends to go out on the weekends with.

Its weird because I cure my depression by being a hermit in avoiding people but I get depressed after a while of being isolated.

I just find ways to cope. One good cope is to eat fruits and chips. I just stock up on fruits and chips. And munch on them when I'm bored and lonely.

Or I go out for really long walk/runs in places where there are not that many people and just contemplate.

The foids are truly degenerate and evil here in CA.

 

[Native]

You and me both brother. I gymcel every morning and feel positive, about an hour after i realize I have nothing to do, nobody to talk to, and just browse this site. The loneliness takes me.

 

[Deranged n crimson]

idk if this is blur pill advice

if you have enough money get a bike and whenever you are off work like sundays or saturdays go out with it like circle the whole city not only will this male your heart stronger it will help you lose weight and it's fun and it feels so good when you are speeding (not a motor bike a bicycle idk how to spell it)