If I watch back I realize that at least I could improve a little more in my life, but been in a state of total laziness, I think even before I went out of HS and little by little during my adulthood... It is over for me , maybe I am always depressed , but never been helped in this isolated "life" that I have. My mother never push me to do nothing . I had better push ups or whatever is called in english from random ppl , but I am here wasting time as usual. Btw I like this forum.
But I have to do some shit to cope , only video games and even I don't cope all the day because I am a fucking lazy vegetable. I went to a psicologist some time ago and the mother fucker don't send me any medicine only talking and in his eyes I was "normal" , of course I don't tell him about my virginity but seems like if that mother fucker smelled it . Anyways I going soon and I want a good drug to cope and can help with at least have a little more of energy to do something.
But I have to do some shit to cope , only video games and even I don't cope all the day because I am a fucking lazy vegetable. I went to a psicologist some time ago and the mother fucker don't send me any medicine only talking and in his eyes I was "normal" , of course I don't tell him about my virginity but seems like if that mother fucker smelled it . Anyways I going soon and I want a good drug to cope and can help with at least have a little more of energy to do something.
