Just wanted to say hello to everyone in my first post. I have been lurking here for a few weeks.
I'm an incel mostly due to my autism. I also have ADHD, depression, OCD, general anxiety and undiagnosed CPTSD and PTSD. I'm a complete mentalcel.
Read my signature. I have a lot of built up rage and hatred for everyone. I am frustrated. I tried doing all my best, but my life is like a neverending marathon with bumps the size of Mount Everest, while normies participate in easy 60 meter runs in straight line. Everything comes to them automatically, just for existing. It's a social injustice.
No amount of looksmaxing, gymmaxing and general self improoving ever helped. If anything it made me feel worse because it made me realize there is no improovement for my mental fucking illness. Yet the normoids never admit that it's a fact, they will always blame the victim.
I had dates. But they mostly don't go anywhere after the first one. I get ignored/ghosted/friendzoned. I am at the point where I don't have even a little bit of energy/will/motivation/hope left in me, hence my profile name.
Glad to be home. It's over...